You know what I want? I want a girlfriend. No, I want more than that, I want someone that I can have romantic moments with, I want someone that I can say "I love you" to and isn't my family, I want someone to cherish, I want someone to treat like a goddess, I want... I don't know what I want anymore.
Lately I've been having SO much thoughts about love, SO much things that occupy my mind, SO much that I feel like I'm losing my sanity. I hope this is typical for 14 year old boys, because I dunno, I don't feel like it is, I feel like I'm going insane over nothing that will even matter, and to be honest it probably won't, but I can't get it off my mind, I can't get... her, off my mind. GAHH I'm losing it! I even had a perfect plan on what to do yesterday and I didn't do it, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY.
My FUCKING god this is not healthy for me. There's a saying that goes "If you love someone, let them go", so why won't my brain let me forget about all of this? I have more important things to do goddammit!
Buck like funnies. or vise-versa. That's how I feel my mind is right now. Chaos all over and no one ever seems to take out the trash.
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