-im very very lonely and me having seasonal depression on top of it all doesnt really help-
-i seem to have friends and people that find me interesting in school and stuff-
-but when it comes to my free time - i have NO friends-
-noone asks me to hang out-
-yet i see them with people all the time via snapchat and facebook and conversations in school etc-
it's really embarrasing
-i try sort of justify it by saying that i dont really like being with people that much and i like being by my
what
your average girl with full access to the oil in the drum
acces to a view of the light
looking out for the night
no drugs and i vomit on the tought of her air
no paperplane so i beat her up
on the edge of being dazzled
but then she's near
too drunk to decide her faith
child on the right
to late,
but let's go
even though
you've been giving us the most they can handle
for
us
what about you
this shit hurts
take care of you
taking care of them
never the less
if you fall i
fuck trash
something something suicide
uuuuhhhh
so when i swag you better hide
yoyo
yooooo
you better hide you bettetbetterhide fucker
see
jeg tror vi egentlig bare prøver å være deg
men egentlig ikke
not really
i can wait 'til my birthday
so i just wanted to thank you for the life i'm living
but if you ever feel the need to change
i'm sorry for you
since we're friends i thought we'd might stop seeing each other
so if i kill myself i just wanted to apologize for thanking you for the life i'm living
it's this girl
i'm planning to ask her out
but i have to get to know her better
before i ask her out
(everyone worse than me is a n00b)
'm a loser, i'm a loner
and if i do this shit i gotta take the piss aftwerwards
so don't blame society if anything happens
our class got split though and i made a couple friends
but noone takes me seriously
so i'm still
(everyone better than me has no life)
the reward is worth it
but i'm a loser and i'm a loner
so i'll just draw too much negative a
aight
here we go
uh
uh
nothing really matters anymore
i really should end it all
run away to svalbard
die on my way there
swag
wormhole'
this is how far i've come until now
but i'm sinking
sinking deep
laying in a constant
i really should end it all
run away to svalbard
but right now i'm too tired
give me a couple ' months and i'll be on my mission for salvation, keep my brothers bussy
first rhyme
feeling dizzy
just give me a couple ' months
(i need to think ab
knock knock
it's 9/11
you said you'd never forget
don't have any lives left
but you're still here
don't you think i forgot who you left-?
i would fucking die for you
and this is how you repay me-?
hello
i thought you left me
have you seen me down there-?
would you like to live your life like that-?
throwaway society
doesn't treat me with the respect
i deserve the pinkie-pink
toddlers running around in my house
i don't think i will ever see the day when you will take care of
i saw that you moved into the house next door
can we talk
you see
my name is mineralwater
and i dont really have any friends
just sit in my room all day (crying)
what is all the hype about
postin shitty poems on a forum where nobody really likes me
despised by many
and this is scary
i don't really know if you're weak
or a succesfull bitch
but if you get to know me
i promise
i can be a succesfull bitch too (shut the fuck up)
haven't really talked to you yet
i think i'm ab
i apologize if things did'nt seem to happen as fast as it should've
weekend is coming up and you should give me a second change
you see, there's something wrong with me
I'm always to busy even though I'm really not
lets try again, you should give me a second change
i don't fuck around to much
but when the price is right i can't recist
Mike records it and shit goes down
Mike records it and shit goes down
don't fucking tell me how to act (bitch)
you should just give me a second change
I think that it was trying to tell me something
I took a bunch of escalators
And in all of theese escalators everyone would get their feet stuck beetween them and you had to force yorself out of them
Getting your feet stuck in them was inevitable
There was a third elevator between the two which were for people who drank water for some reason
And that escalator would escalate downwards
However, you would not get your feet between the steps
And halfway down the escalator, the escalator w
and I'm just a desperate kid with post-traumatic stress syndrome
there are bugs crawling under my skin and my teachers don't notice anything
never talked to a psychologist
why is nobody concerned about me
nobody confronted me about my scars
i get left alone
everyone's afraid of me
let me get my privacy
and you thought i were dark and mysterious
I'm just another pretentious dick
(yes, you heard me, now go)
is there anything else you want from me
mind your own fucking business
feels like
so much more
in my hands
shaving myself is so tiresome
hiding myself in books
and there's a limit to how much you can take
doesn't seem like anyone respect that
hide with me
you're lying
you are lying
your hands
"i killed a bunch of people once"
and the nsa wont leave you alone
because they talked to me once
busy talking to someone
The apartment below me smells like rotted meat
I can here him screaming and throwing shit around
I think he keeps dead animals there
My therapist says i'm a fucking nutter
But i shit you not
I saw it trough a hole i've drilled in the floor
It's true
It's fucking true
I've never had the balls to ask him but i bet the dude below me is batshit crazy
I've been trying to evict him several times but the dude wont fucking leave
I think
He wants me to leave
I dont know for sure
But he s
