For a while anytime I posted a blog, I was depressed and needed help but not anymore. I am in the best mood I have ever been and that is due completely to John. He has made the happier than anybody. When I talk to John, I end up smiling so much that my face starts to hurt and when I cry, I know he will be there to wipe away the tears.
I did tell him everything that happened with my ex and he was not happy. He even hates him now. My ex has officially made it onto my bad side by not giving his
I have a really bad feeling that my boyfriend is mad at me for something and I don't know what it is but its making me sick to my stomach and this happens only when something is about to happen. So, I'm scared that something is going to happen that I'm not going to like. This has got me alittle nervous and if anything happens, I might end up crying because for some reason I am on the verge of it anyway. :/ Keep me in your thoughts as I continue my day
People kept shocking me today. Like oh meh gawd! First was right before lunch then the second was right after fifth period. Oh meh lord. I cannot get over this.
Despite everything that has gone on between me and my boyfriend we are still together. I am starting to wonder if I make the right choice by staying with him even thought I love him so much! My head is hurting me so bad. My eyes wants to explode out of my skull.
I am depressed now. I learned something that broke my heart. My boyfriend told my best friend that if I cheated on him, which I would never do, that he would not only break up with me he would screw all my closest friends starting with her. I broke down crying after she told me that. Right now, I'm dead inside. AND HE'S BEEN FLIRTING WITH HER!!!!!!!!!
The reason I am writing this is simple: I want to share some facts about myself with you. Simple facts. And nothing to personal that I wouldn't want put out there. So this blog is simply you getting to know me. The real me. The person behind the computer. I am surprised that people have not mistaken me for a robot for the simple fact that my vocabulary is larger than most would think. Even my father has come to realize that due to my constant reading and writing I have been able to expand my min
Ok, so I have a boyfriend whom I love very much, but I think I might have a crush on my friend who I think likes me. So, I'm extremely confused. My friend is cute and so is my boyfriend....I don't get to see my boyfriend much and I get to see my friend everyday. My boyfriend has driven me to the point where I have almost cut because of the shit we go through! While my friend has been there through it all. What do I do?! I'm so confused. Like yesterday, I was talking to my friend before class and
Today has been kinda crappy. I cannot wait to go home and lay on my bed and talk to my friend until she goes to meet her "boyfreind" I put it in quotes because I am unsure if they are back together again. Anyway, I just wanna go home and take a nap or maybe get some food. Why is it that I had to remember what happened five years ago tomorrow?! It has me really depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
