Hey everyone. Ice Fox here. I joined these forums quite a while ago. Most of you probably don't recognize me. That's because I've been offline since May 24, 2015. That's actually what I'm here to talk about.
This blog is an apology to the community and, more specifically, some of the good fellows I had made friends with. I normally feel that apologies are kind of pointless, because I feel that if you're sorry for something, you wouldn't have done it in the first place. But here, at least, I
While thinking about some of my mental issues earlier, I realized I can postulate where some of them came from. In this blog, I'll look at them one by one, and their possible origin.
Note: These are hypothetical, and my memory of the past can be sketchy, being based largely off emotional recollections and memories of certain moments. Keep this in mind.
My sister is around 8 years older than me, and my brother around 12 years older than me. Also note, I was pretty jerk-y myself during the
I feel so emotionally uptight, I want to smash something.
I always get this feeling of being distanced from people, even if I know inside they care for me.
I want friendships, I know they take time, but its so hard to be patient. I get sad and lonely over the smallest things, like noone commenting on status updates.
I feel like a fool oftentimes when I'm around others, and it makes me so irritated.
I canlt get any psychological help since my pqrents have vendetta against doctors and they
WARNING: Long and depressing
I've realized that I have walked myself into a trap, into a corner that I'll find it hard to escape from.
What is this trap? The Internet. ( Or is it society as a whole? )
Recently, I suppose the Internet has been a form of escape for me. I've been locked up in one house on a 2 acreage property for what, the past 10 years? Never in my whole life have I been allowed to speak to strangers. When I was very young, I would cheerfully chat with random strangers wh
There's something I've never understood. It's quite simple really.
How exactly do you just 'make' friends?
People will say "Just strike up a conversation with someone." Well...like what? They say that like it's easy. How exactly can I just spout some random stuff and expect a friendship or conversation out of it? It'll just end up feeling awkward and unnatural. I've tried it before.
For me, I think my friendships have to be formed causally. No hardcore hunting or digging, no forced c
Sleepless In Ponyville. This seems to be one of the more well received episodes out there. It introduced Scootaloo's first starring role, and touched on something the show never did before-childhood fears of nightmares. It did both of these things in a superb manner, weaving Scootaloo's admiration of Rainbow Dash ( which we had seen some of before, ) in with the nightly fears that must of us have had at some point.
Reasons I Enjoy It:
1: Humans have a tendency to like what they can relat
Well. My first blog entry. To get started, I'd like to talk about Fluttershy.
This pony is more than merely adorable. Well, OK, she is, but she is also much more! While for some, Fluttershy may seem like quite a one dimensional character compared to the rest of the Mane 6, she has plenty of depth herself. I'd like to talk about this pony in some detail, especially her role in Keep Calm and Flutter On. So there are spoilers below, be warned!
Well, as her name she suggests, sh
