Looks like i can't hide from my IRL parents anymore cause I changed my phone number so many times and they still find it and I deleted my old facebook account and they found out about it through the rest of the family and i can't take it anymore cause of them and I feel like I'm trapped in a never ending loop cause of them. :( :(
My day went down hill with my IRL brother yelling at me and telling me off for having the bunny plush and he did it in front of me while I'm on the voice call with my boyfriend.
My life hasn't been the best at all this year cause of things happening here is a list of them
My parents don't accept me for being gay
My siblings are the same
I don't feel comfortable at church anymore
My real estate is putting my mood down when they say the grass is too long when it's ankle height
My collage teacher thinks my depression should't affect me from doing the study of the course
everything i do like playing my favourite game or doing something i like bad memories are co
My life hasn't been the best so far due to me liking MLP FIM and finding out that I'm gay my parents mainly have been abusing me psychologically and Mentally and cause of that I have severe depression and anxiety and I do see a psychologist and take medication but I don't think it's working and since my brother has brought it up again I can't seem to control my depression to the level I want it to with music and coloring books and reading please help me. :(
I had a call from my brother months after what happened to me and my parents and he wants me to apologize to them for getting a restraining order against them when they haven't apologized to me for what they have done to me over the year. :(
I'm so happy that I got my own business and got into a course of diploma of business and got my own car and have a cute boyfriend I always will love and protect.
I just feel like I'm getting ignored on some days and my depression is too much and I'm thinking of leaving the forums but at the same time I don't want to hurt your feelings please help me.
Hello all I just want to apologize to all the transgender people that I'm very sorry for saying I'm transgender when I'm not and I feel stupid and dumb for doing that and you don't have to apologize to me if you don't want to.
Hello everypony
I have thought it over for the past three day's and i have decided that I'm Gay not Transgender and my OC has been Changed and my display name is now Mythic Night
Every time i go to the church on sunday I just feel uncomfortable and my depression and anxiety starts to act up and I don't want to go anymore but I just don't want to upset the people at the church.
My mood instantly dropped when the judge said we are going to reschedule the case for the 28th of September 2016 cause my dad didn't get served yet and I don't feel safe at home if he shows up and the judge didn't put a temporary protection on me and my friend from church is still trying to change my mind and remove the application for restraining order against my dad I just can't take it anymore. :( and she thinks my OC is part of the devil it looks like I'm loosing friends.
I wish i didn't have to put a restraining order against my father but he pushed to the edge and i have tried everything to get my dad to listen but failed every time cause he would say i'm lieing or blame my friends for this mess that i'm in I just want a family that would be nicer to me and respect my choices in life that make me happy and i have done so much for my parents and i get nothing in return all i got was grief and suffering and also my only brother wanted to punch me in the face for
My mum rang again and I answered and she told me my nan my dads mother pasted away yesterday then yelled at me and blamed my psychologist about the message I sent them on facebook. :(
And she said I should get a new psychologist
And she thinks the psychologist is trying to make me cut off them
I've just had enough of my parents and what's been happening between me and them and I'm thinking of getting a restraining order against them and I just don't know what else to do.
I'm worried about my cousin I haven't heard from him since he came out on facebook that he was gay and his family disowned him and cut off contact with him
And I have been trying to get into contact with him.
And still no success
He is the only cousin I'm very close to cause we grown up together
I have been trying for nearly 3 years