Well today has been quite the day. Its been filled with quite a lot of downs.
So first down, I was woken up by the roommate cause he gets home in the morning at 6am, he had brought mcdonalds, but when the cat pissed on his costume that he had left in the living room, after me asking about where to put it for a good couple months. Its my fault. Turns out the boy cat has not been using the litter box because the other cat pooed in 'his' litter box. Had to clean whole litter box before I could
Its around 3:30 am and I cant exactly sleep. I feel so tired and yet it escapes me. I feel very lost right now, maybe its the sleep deprivation. I have music on to try to help, its relaxing but not quite enough to put me to sleep.
I have started making MMD videos on my youtube again. I forgot how much fun and frustration there was in making them. I hope I can make models to make a series eventually. I think that would be pretty cool.
I also discovered that I did not submit my story on f
It has been pretty uneventful since my last entry but I really wanted to write my feelings out today.
I feel very lost and confused right now, I feel like I barely know anyone, even my own family, everything seems so distant and yet close. Whats more I dont think I am feeling very well. I think I am causing myself to be sick, something might be weighing in on my subconscious, but I cant pinpoint what it is. Its just out of reach.
On a cool note I had a wickedly awesome dream. In it I was
Today I write my first blog, I have only just recently joined this site and I already love it. Originally my friend was just showing me his rp on here cause I said I wanted to read it. Well not only did the rp suck me in but I wanted to interact as well, and there are so many people on here, it is a little overwhelming if I am to be honest :awuh: though I will not let this discourage me!! I hope people will like my oc and stuff. I am still nervous about showing her after all....I have never re
