Not really. It's no me being sarcastic, but part of me goes into denial as a way of coping. I make myself laugh to try and stop feeling down. It's a good trick, and really does seem to work. But only as a delaying tactic. My life is empty and I have no real future.
I'm 31 and still going nowhere in my life.
I'm just no a good person.
I don't even mean that in a "good guy / bad guy" way, but more "I'm not good at being a person".
Hell, part of the reason I bitch here is that I don
Well, I'm pretty drunk. To my dad's shame I enjoy the brand Jack Daniels. We're Scottish, and as a people we look down on American drinks. JD and some rums are the only ones I like from the States. I hate American beers, but I also hate the couple of Indian beers I've tried (I do love ale though).
But as drunk as I am (I believe I've had seven drams, 4cl of JD with cheap store coke), I'm no a staggering drunk who slurs every word. Unless I'm downing the hard stuff and doing it quickly (only
Okay, I know that I dream a lot, but I often don't remember my dreams. I know that once, I dreamed this long and amazing poem but it was gone faster than I thought possible once I woke up (my only memory is that it happened). This was a big deal for me as I have never had any talent or interest in poetry in my life.
Part of the reason I don't remember my dreams is because they tend to be like my life or I feel like someone else and everything is normal. In saying that, I'm most often happy i
I'm not going to hide spoilers so you shouldn't read this if you haven't played the game. This blog will keep, but the few surprises will be ruined if you read on. Consider yourself warned.
Damn, this series might be good, but I wish they'd stop with the heartbreaking stuff!
I wish you could build up more of a relationship with Sarah, as these bits seem rushed. I saved Nick in the last game and I fear I am going to regret it. I won't replay sections of the game until the end of the se
I had a good today, but now I am in hell. I slowly started to feel a pain in the left side of my head (under and around my eye, spreading over the left side of my head and jaw). I had asked my dad earlier (before I went for a shower and got ready for bed) if he wanted me to go to the shop for anything (booze). He said no. He said no.
So, shower, shave, get ready for an early night as the pain is building slowly. I decided to change the sheets because I wanted to feel comfy.
I had just st
So I was meant to help my mum do a bit of house work, when Breagha (our Samoyed) goes totally nuts. She's hyper affectionate, barking and snuggling up to me. When I go up the stairs to my room, she blocks me off and rolls over.
After a few minutes of wondrous belly rubs, I give in and tell my mum I'm taking Bri for a wee walk. Of course when she hears this, Breagha goes mental. I grab a wee baggy, put her lead on and off we go!
Breagha did her business immediately (right by a dog waste b
