There is pain in my existence to acknowledge that the true words I wish to say unto you cannot yet be audible to you for reasons beyond my control. I do understand them and shall respect them to the utmost for eager visions of the golden future that will await me by your side. I guess my words expressed by these keys will have to do for now...

My dearest desire of life, so long have I searched for the paradise I have found in even the simple sound of your voice: something blocked off by many but relished by my listening ears. In the beginning, you sounded too good to be true. It was as though I was living in the stories of fiction that we have both once made at some occasion or the next...A miracle of a dream, you were so real...so alive...with every breath that passed from your lips. I swore once that I could see into your being: your scars, your pain, your love, your hate...and in this sight, I believed in the precious person you truly were and are to this very moment I write these words for you. As I once sang my heart to you, if you would remember, ‘I know you too well to say you’re perfect but you’ll see, oh my sweet love...You’re perfect for me.’ Ever since you pulled me close, even if it wasn't purposely executed, and reached your hand out to me…I knew I was changed, reaching back and holding on to the sacred embrace your hands gave. Even after all I was...even after who I am and who I may be in the future...you held me. Your lips that flowed like honey, comforted me...and have now found the key to what I have locked away from existence: you would wait for me...Never before has such blessed words been uttered to me, even after the many occasions I had given them.

On this night that I stand in excitement of a future to forever know and cherish your unfathomable love, I carry the promise of my love for you. I cross my heart that I will give all I am to make your dreams come to be...Now, I only wait for you. I wait to finally behold your presence, and to embrace it with arms scarred just as much as yours. I am strong in my smile because of you. These manly tears that fall are a great treasure, for you alone. You are never too far from my love...for it will go through the very fires of the inferno and back just to feel your gaze upon me and my heart in your hands. I promise I will always fight for you...if you will but let me. My love will take you in and it will be our home, knowing that with you is where it belongs...where I belong. I have made my horizon. Now I just need you in the picture. One day, I will sing again...but in your heavenly light.

These stars that I watch in the endless sky tonight, really do shine for you alone.

And as I have learned from that song you wished me to learn, I know I can’t win without you by my side: the one of which my heart shall forever sing.