(Get ready for quite a blog, this right here is what I specialize in...sort of)

The remainder of this endless battle has taken its deadly toll on my own sanity, I have no where to turn to and even if I did I don't think i would actually trust where I could go to. What has become of me, I do not know; but what I do know is that the horror of knowing who you really are is a terrifying experience. If you don't know who you are and what you are meant to be then try to keep it that way, anything that tries to fill that empty gap of nothing that hallows out you soul should not be let in by any means. Ignorance is not bliss, nothing is true, everything is a lie, what has happened to the people I love...what has happened to me? I know what I must do, everything up to this point has made me sick and twisted, nothing I have done or could do could possibly resolve what is going on in my head right now, for in the year 356,235,682,374,864 A.D I have still not seen the light that the voices keep telling me to not abide to, I will not fall under their trance no longer! What I have seen will make any normal person go comatose ore worse...stay away from me is you can!

(Just something a bit deep I though I would write, as well as jump on The REAL bandwagon.)