Good day, MLPF!

Today i'm going to talk about dealing with personal issues. This doesn't seem to be the right avenue for it but since all my friends seem to have their own lives and issues as well and I don't want to bother them with mine so...i'm just gonna rant. hehe

So i'm not really good at actually opening up to people, let alone strangers, about my problems. I feel like i'm just adding to their own problems so I tend to keep them to myself. If it does come up, I tend to downplay them so to not give myself or others more stress.

To be quite honest, this is a double edged sword for me. My intentions are good but at the same time I understand that it's healthier to share my issues with people. There's the part where I feel, if it's something that I can't fix until the right time then talking about it will just stress me out even more. I'm really really prone to over thinking as it is. I'm also very shy and kind of awkward when i have to talk to people. I'm pretty confident, but when faced with stresses like this all of that just seems to go down the drain.

I don't know...i'm a pile of mess every time I have to deal with issues like this.