Today is ok so far I guess... Snow day ^^ First real snow I've seen in 4 years! Made cookies. But whilst making those cookies I kind of raged and stormed. I know I sound like an attention seeking bitch, but the following is spoken from my heart. At school nobody listens. My best friend is ill and she always gets all the attention. All the hugs, all the compliments, all the boys. I'm her saddo best friend. The slave. The weird one. At home I am the eldest child out of three, with a 'special sister' and a brother. My sister is so horrible, she makes me cry. My brothers a tell tale and basically like Perfect Peter. I was making cookies with my mum as bonding time, then my siblings barge in and ruin everything. I can't bond with my parents, I have nobody. Plus I can't listen to music, the thing that keeps me alive, because of ear problems which makes my ears hurt mildly or severly unpredictably. I know I'm so so sorry I am being a bitch I'm so sorry ;(