So I'm watching Legally Blonde right now.....and I can really relate to my current feelings of wanting to mature and do great in my future to somehow impress and win back my ex since he wants to be more serious now Typical feelings after a breakup....but I hope that those feelings will wear off and that like Elle I won't need that goal keeping me going in the end

Quite a strange comparison I know but hey I felt like talking about my future today I won't go to law school like in the movie, I'll go to acting school, get two jobs most likely to pay for my apartment, learn how to drive, cook and clean up my home. While at first I'll have the motivation to hopefully make my ex proud of me, I know that's a selfish reason to want to succeed. Instead I should focus on making my mom proud and achieving my goals

So in two years or more, I'm gonna get my game face on....wish me luck!