In this situation, you have to value what you do have. What I know you have are the people on these forums. You have people like yalalala who care about you and what happens to you. You need to hold on to that and let it do what it can to help you, and not shut it out or throw it away.

In this situation, you have to value what you do have. What I know you have are the people on these forums. You have people like yalalala who care about you and what happens to you. You need to hold on to that and let it do what it can to help you, and not shut it out or throw it away.

Not that many people here care actually. There are plenty of old "friends" who have completely ignored me which has only made me feel worse

My life is a mess, I was supposed to graduate next year. I was going to be a senior this year, but now I'm failing ninth grade

Forget about the people who have left you behind, and think instead about those that are with you now. Maybe not many people here care. But as long as there is people who DO, you can't turn them all away. If you need friends, you'll have to let them in first.

Forget about the people who have left you behind, and think instead about those that are with you now. Maybe not many people here care. But as long as there is people who DO, you can't turn them all away. If you need friends, you'll have to let them in first.

I'm talking to the friends I have, but I don't want to get close. I don't want to hurt or be hurt again

If you continue that way, though, you'll be alone forever. There are people who will stick with you, but you have to take a risk and find them.

If you continue that way, though, you'll be alone forever. There are people who will stick with you, but you have to take a risk and find them.

I'll be alone anyway, because everyone I've ever gotten close to, or cared about or loved has left or has been taken away from me It's a cursed trend in my life, and I've learned the hard way that no one sticks around forever. You'll always be left alone eventually -_-

I'll be alone anyway, because everyone I've ever gotten close to, or cared about or loved has left or has been taken away from me It's a cursed trend in my life, and I've learned the hard way that no one sticks around forever. You'll always be left alone eventually -_-

Maybe. But you said yourself you need friends. So why not focus on what you have now, and what you can do now?

Happiness isn't something that's just going to be handed to you.  If you focus squarely and solely on the negative, you empower and magnify it.  It's all the more difficult to overcome an obstacle when you're aiding in its construction.  Make an effort to be happy.  To appreciate the good things in your life.  If you once were happy (and life, for most of us, is a nonstop roller coaster ride of ups and downs), you can be happy again.  You're only working against yourself right now.  No amount of self-pity will guide you to a better tomorrow.  You can dwell on your personal failures and difficulties, or you can consciously replace them with some small measure of hope and give yourself a fighting chance.

Happiness isn't something that's just going to be handed to you.  If you focus squarely and solely on the negative, you empower and magnify it.  It's all the more difficult to overcome an obstacle when you're aiding in its construction.  Make an effort to be happy.  To appreciate the good things in your life.  If you once were happy (and life, for most of us, is a nonstop roller coaster ride of ups and downs), you can be happy again.  You're only working against yourself right now.  No amount of self-pity will guide you to a better tomorrow.  You can dwell on your personal failures and difficulties, or you can consciously replace them with some small measure of hope and give yourself a fighting chance.

You guys need to understand that there is nothing I can do -_- I've reached a stalemate in my life where everything controls me and I've lost all order and balance

In this situation, you have to value what you do have. What I know you have are the people on these forums. You have people like yalalala who care about you and what happens to you. You need to hold on to that and let it do what it can to help you, and not shut it out or throw it away.

Awwh, thank you

You guys need to understand that there is nothing I can do -_- I've reached a stalemate in my life where everything controls me and I've lost all order and balance

There must be at least one thing that makes you happy or less depressed or something though...There should at least :/ be something that gives you some distraction. Is there?

Awwh, thank you

 

 

 

There must be at least one thing that makes you happy or less depressed or something though...There should at least :/ be something that gives you some distraction. Is there?

I would say the videos I watch on my phone, but my family always zaps the fun out of my phone time I have no peace or happiness -_- So yeah there's nothing Not even hearing the Smile song every morning as my alarm helps me crack a smile -_-

Not even hearing the Smile song every morning as my alarm helps me crack a smile

That song makes me weep.