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Lacking Peace


Misty Rose

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Peace is something I wish I had now more than ever. I wish there were days where I could just have time to think or cry with no interruptions. I wish I could have privacy and no criticism or negativity around me. I would love to run away to a field or hill and just cry out to the heavens in pain.

 

What I want is to be able to have one day where I can have peace and be alone. I have homework almost every weekday and I want my weekends to at least be carefree. My family however never lets me have the peace I want and need so badly :(

 

I sometimes wish I wasn't afraid of suicide...it's the only way I can have real peace :( I can't have it as long as I'm here -_- But I have to deal with it because God won't like it if I kill myself :( I just wish I could....

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Suicide is not the answer, and that's the truth. Your life hasn't even really started yet, you're very young. You have so much ahead of you and so much potential for love and joy that is very real even if you can't see it right now in your grief.

 

US suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

 

I recommend reading this: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

 

Other resources: http://mlpforums.com/topic/68255-remember-you-are-not-alone/

I really don't want to kill myself, but I'm afraid I'll reach a point where my body will conrol my mind and I'll do it anyway :( There's just alot more going on than what you guys know -_- And I don't care whether my life is just starting, nothing good can come out of it because I may not even get to leave :(

 

And I can't call any of those numbers, I don't have the ability -_-

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