I can't take this anymore...

I want to go to acting school, I want to have my own life, take on some graphic design classes while I'm down here since I'm being presented with such a chance.....but my family's bringing me down

They keep saying I'm not thinking straight, that I need to focus more on school and not do anything else....I just want a freakin distraction Studying graphic design and advancing in that field would do wonders for my future, but they won't let me unless I get good grades

Normally that wouldn't be a problem, but everything's different here and my grades are sinking....my life is in jeopardy and I just want to be free I want to go back to my Pre AP classes and good grades in America, I'm drowning here

I just want something to help me keep going, something I enjoy.....but they're even trying to ruin my future insisting college is best -_-

I want my own life damnit.....I don't have any peace and apparently I never will