Honestly, I think too much in my personal life has me stressed out. One huge thing that I have wracked my brain over involves a IRL friend who has become nothing but a burden on me. I think until this is resolved, I'll be lurking more than posting.

The reason for all my previous waves of depression are clear now too. I've been beating myself over the negative. Second guessing a lot of my choices in the past many months. It's starting to seep in deep enough that even my interest in continuing what I love doing isn't showing anything interesting for me. That's being here. There is nothing wrong with this site. Honestly, I wish there were other forums this friendly. I've made my place in other forums, but left without much notice. At least here, I feel like I can talk to members and be apart of it.

Also if I have caused anypony any trouble lately, I am sorry. I've just been dealing with some heavy stuff that has left me with a decision I'm rather loathing. The IRL friend I mentioned earlier has been freeloading off my place and I've been left with the decision to suffer or do something about it. Truthfully, it's gotten to a point that I have to do something about it. He is costing me a lot, and he my not realize it, but he is the reason that my apartment barely squeaks by with food. I'm so critically low by the near end of the month it's not funny.

Anyway, I better stop talking about it before it becomes 10 pages of me just whining about my personal life. But yeah, that pretty much what's going on. I aim to resolve this soon. I cannot at this very moment however, due to this said friend being on vacation with his family and girlfriend.

With this I must give this post a rest. Have a nice day everypony and be sure to make it the best day possible!