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Sometimes I regret ever joining this site


Kothen

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I made some of my best and dearest friends in this site. But now, those who I thought cared for me have left me. I feel empty and abandoned. I wish they knew the pain and hurt they caused me. But the worst part is they don't care, it doesn't affect them in the least. For all I know they are laughing at me.

 


For the longest time I was happy I joined this sits. Now I wish I never did, to avoid this from the start.

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Most of my friends on this site have long since abandoned it. People move on--that's life. It seems wrong to have one person's happiness be entirely dependent on the presence of one specific individual. And just because they're gone from the site doesn't mean they're gone for good, nor are they not thinking of you. I remember with fondness members that are Muffin-ranked who last logged in in 2013, and I still communicate regularly with my best online pal (who rarely visits this site anymore).

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Well, that SOUNDS rude.

 

Hm...

 

Maybe you should try to find new friends?

 

No offense, but you sound like the girl in your avatar :P

 

Cheer up. life is awesome.

 

I know so, because I LIVE EEEEEET!

 

And have some ponies, because you never can have enough of 'em.

 

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Sometimes I feel like that too, but I have to remind myself that the internet in general is a difficult place to make friends. It's good for entertainment and having an anonymous personality. I really think the most successful way to make friends is by being noticed on a higher scale (like those popular YouTube users), but there's some luck in it as well. It's easy to make aquaintances, but real friends are rare. If they left you then they aren't friends.

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I really think the most successful way to make friends is by being noticed on a higher scale (like those popular YouTube users), but there's some luck in it as well.

 

Dunno 'bout you, but I have plenty of online friends. I made them by being myself and being active on whatever sites I frequent (namely this site and Steam games). It's possibly to make a ton of friends without being "famous," in my opinion. 

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I just have this tendency to become to attached to people, and then that drives them away. I just feel as if people would be better without me.

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I'm sure a message from me is the last thing you'd want right now, but please just read this.

 

For the past 2 weeks or so I have had so much stress thrown on me that I had barely had time to do anything. I wasn't the one that left you. Hardly. I told you I was busy, I told you I was barely even doing anything involving my friends, but you never listened! You unfriended me because my avatar on skype was switched from MLP to League! You think I abandoned you for my "league friends", but in actuality those league friends were only 2 people, both from my school district that I am VERY good friends with. Sorry, but friends in real life will always hold more value than friends online to me. Anyone, not just you, even poetic, is surpassed by my school friends, that's just how I am. But I didn't just abandon you like you said. Honestly, you say we caused you pain, and I can't deny that if that's what you believe. However, you sure as hell caused us pain at the same time. Do you know what it's like to honestly, deeply care about somebody, and try your fucking best to help them, and they just turn around and think you don't care at all? If you knew me, you would know that I try my very fucking best to keep people happy, and when they just ignore those attempts and then say that I wanted to CAUSE YOU PAIN, yes, it hurts.

 

I tried my best to help you with your art, try to solve your problems, give you compliments when you did something cool, but you apparently just don't care about that? That isn't how friends treat friends. As I said, you cut ties with me because of a fucking league of legends avatar, and now you go here and try to make it sound like we just up and left you, treated you like shit. You didn't point me out, but you didn't think I would have ran into one of these posts you made? I read through it and feel like shit, because now I'm sitting here wondering what the fuck I could have done to stay your friend. Did what I say mean nothing? Did "you're one of my best online friends" just feel like pointless words? Because I don't know what the hell I could have done to say I cared. The reasons you unfriended me were hardly even in my control.

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Thing is, I valued you both like friends I would have in real life. To feel like nothing but an online friend hurts. You said you were done with my drama, Both of you had given me the cold shoulder for so long now. I can take a hint, I know when Im not wanted. Both of you made me feel unwanted. I didnt post here to try and make you feel like shit, Thats why I didnt include names. Yet you both make it known who you are. Thats not my fault.

 

I just wanted friend to hang with and laugh with. Play games with, just have fun with. I have tons of problems of course, no one could solve them.. The time I needed my friends most you both just turned the other way like i was nothing. And when Im not fixed you both get mad at me.

 

Either way, Multiple people have told you to ditch me, Listen to them. I dont need to be a leech on someone's happiness. I'd rather keep it on the inside. I told you both numerous times to remove me, but you both didn't thinking I could be fixed. I cut the ties finally when I realized both of you were done with me because the last thing I want to be is "That guy" Its probably for the best that I did, now you two dont have to deal with me. 

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