So I finally get the first video out after all this time. You know, I was actually serious that it really did take a lot to get to this point. Despite the simplistic nature of the video's themselves, it was the journey to their creation that no one knows about.

I had much bigger and better idea planned out and I went a pursued that idea simply on the sold fact that I wanted all bronies to have the best. I came into the fandom to find the most loveing people in the world. It was the place where you aren't sure why but for some reason you felt as if you were amongst friends.

What was my bigger idea that didn't work out? Simple. I was trying to gather the best personal development material in the world and offer it to bronies for free. Unfortunately, in a world of profit and rules and lies and cheating the vision that one would have of the future is not always shared or seen. Yet, we always want the same thing. To feel loved and be at peace and harmony. I tried. I talked to people, I talked to businesses, I talked to bronies, and after everthing went crap, I really do feel like Twilight Sparkle when she says "I guess I really am on my own." and that my first couple video's seem to be nothing more then personal victory and nopony elses.

So why release the video's then? Why do them? Why bother at this point? Simple. Because it's my choice to do so. If you had to leave a legacy behind in the world regardless of what it cost. What legacy would you leave behind? Well, I don't know about you, but despite the world being the way it is, it can't stop me from being whom I am and still acheiving what i want to do. Give the world the most effective personal development on earth.

There is a part of me that still believes in my dreams. I'll do it my way since I am on my own. Your choice to watch is up to you. Is it going to be fun? That depends on you too. You see, we live in an amazing technological wonder world today. The advent of technology allows me to do it for free. Although yes, there were cost involved in getting this started and put together, but there comes a point where you finally go "you know what, i'm going to do this my way then" So I can add music, I can link to my blog, I can talk about and do, whatever is that i want.You don't have some big wig telling me how to wear or what to say. I'm not censored by anything. The tools that we have to make this possible today and for free is a thought I sometimes revel in. I also said "tools" I didn't say constant mindless hours of doing nothing.

So what do I feel about my first vid? Well, I've already shared my emotional journey up to this point. My blog is a pretty good illustration of the kinds of emotions i went through. I'll talk more about emotions in a later video. For now, enjoy the first two taken straight from me thread. that no one gave a shit about it seems.

http://youtu.be/wT5dDqEMW8Y

OMG HAHAHA right at the end of the video this ad popped up! ROFLMAO I simply could not stop laughing cause I remembered that line from Babs Seed "Why does life have to be so ironic!" And then of course, i couldn't stop laughing even more! Ok yeah, i'm fine...

I'm uploading proof to youtube right now the ad is real! I seriously don't have the skills to pull that off so I might as well just run with while I consider my thoughts and ideas as i'm editing the next vid of the series. Let's not be too judgemental as I'm seriously on a learning curve here.

There's the upload!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIm9aper30M

Who knows that I tried?

Forsaken lies that I told

Inevitable defeat, of spirit and mind

Gather now, wit and mercy throughout

Forgotten hopes of despised person’s love

Excitement begotten in times of ruin

Who dares to know that I lied?

On the very wind that was meant to carry us all

Dreary hopes of the forgotten father

Leave behind, all talks of disunion

Forgive again, life without meaning

Understand please, voices unheard

Am I the only one who knows that I cried?

Abused and abandoned

Ashamed all the same

Regardless of pity, righteous assault

Thoughts of a saint, who will never be heard

Who knows that I tried?

-David Favret (TheBronyHeart) *(\