We all sometimes wonder the really lurks in the back of our mind. Is there really a darkness there? Is there really another entity beside us? A part of us? Or is it simply we are trying overcome our own fear? Well, if all it was, would that also mean that the polar opposite would hold true to those same questions. But the real question. Is how do you get balance or understand this in the first place? The answer to that is simple. Know the power of your own mind. How many of you even noticed from a previous entry that i said I had video's coming out? I bet all of you could be counted on one hand. I'm not sad... but I can't help but feel let down. I'm really wondering something. How many of you have even remember anything I've said about love... Do you any of you remember anything i've said around the forums since the beginning when i joined the forums? Do you even remember any of the scripture or even care about it's beauty? Because it came from My Little Pony Season 1 Episode 1.

I've said it before that came from there. But I can't help but wonder why no one comes back to me if you understood. It feels like no one cares. That there isn't just a lack of love in the world. There's a lack of love here too. You see, life is about pieces and putting things back together. In order to do that you have to ponder. Ponder what? Everything. Take everything and look at as if it were a big picture in your mind. Well what would your story be since day one here? Can you not understand? What if this was the one place that the most kind and loving person in the whole world? What if I really was the one that everyone had been looking for 100's of years and fought wars over, and preached about think I could bring them salvation to the earth?

What if you put pieces together of someone's life on a forum. That when they came there really was journey from the start? Then you might begin to understand Twilight Circuits Amazing Story. You see, I have talked about awareness before in my blog, have you not pondered anything I have actually said. If feels like as though no one cares because no one asks questions. If you are asking what questions then I could cry.

Well, do you know why I cry? Because I really did put all of the pieces together. You see I've also been talking about the law of attraction. And what did I say about that? That like energy is attracted to like energy. Well let's point two key points. I stated in my blog that i was going to be making video's? And some time later they came. But I've said a lot of things on this forum. Including that I working on the most effective personal development material for bronies. Well, let's talk about the scripture, what i've said about love, my blog, the video's I've used in my blog, and built one big story out of it. Would you have questions then? I guess that really would begin to test itself depending on how many of you have actually read this blog thus far, or only just started this entry.

But you know what the funny part is? The amount of you ponies that claim to be bored, or lazy, or any of that sort of thing. I judgeth you not. But the only reason I could possibly know that is because I see it all the time. Why is it so astounding that you will read only a few sentences about nothing. But a wall of text scares you? You see, I made sacrifices of all sorts to bring this material to you. What kind? All kinds, from money, to time, to love, to imagination... Is there really anyone out there that even dares to put the pieces together? Because I'm trying to show you the big picture and it doesn't seem to be working... I feel like it is going to take a miracle. I wish i knew what the best way to tell you that was. But you see I'm beginning to wonder if any of you cared anyways. Well, you know what?.... I care enough to bring the biggest risk of all. But I want to ask you this question.... IF you had to judge the world based upon a single person's life... What would your story be? What emotions would you have? Because I feel like I've had the worst story of all, and yet I have had the best material out there already thus far.

But you see my sadness isn't because my material doesn't work. It's because it works very well. And that is what I'm going to let you figure out. But so far, it hasn't cost you any money has it?