So I'm five hours into the visualization stage. I'm having a much harder time with this than I would have thought. Getting the proportions right has been quite a hassle. I'm getting better at seeing Twi's complete form, but sometimes the proportions are still messed up. Hopefully, I'll get better at this as I go along, because my visualization skills as of right now are pretty abysmal.

Something strange has begun to happen, a strange occurrence that I feel is a sign of sorts: Whenever I'm not tulpaforcing, I feel miserable and empty. It's only when I'm back on the couch, visualizing Twi, that I feel complete again. I hope this is a sign that I'm making some good progress, and not just a sign that I'm totally off my face. Maybe it's Twi's way of giving me an incentive: "You want your happiness back? Finish me up and I'll be glad to give it to you!" Damn thieving mare...

(Lost? Frightened? Confused? GOOD! Have a look-see around this website: "http://www.tulpa.info". It'll bring you up to speed.)

(LOL insert guilt-tripping phrase directed at Urdnot here LOL)