It doesn't take much for me to reach my limit these days, the feeling starts from near my stomach and crawls upward I can feel the pressure creeping up on me .

It is not good feeling for me and it has really been only a matter of time before it comes again.

I identify myself through my display name and avatar here and because of that more the time passes the more they accumulate pressure from the experiences that I've had here. At some point it grows too big for me to keep under control and that is why I need to start over.

The feeling changes pretty quickly after I've separated myself from the old identifiers which brings me into somewhat peaceful state 

It's not probably the best way to handle this kind of situation but I want to be able to move forward.

I'd like to be able to use my old name here one day again and feel comfortable doing so.

Though that is only how I see it atm what really is going on might be completely different