I'm not in my mad/sad state, but I'm questioning what to do with my life.

This week, I have a lot of free time. Community college doesn't start until next Monday. I'm debating looking for a job, but the place where my parent's recommend is closed Sundays and Mondays. (They recommend it because its less than .3 miles away and it's closed on Sundays.) and to spend all day studying and reviewing Chemistry and Calc I for a week...

I'm not going to spend a lot of time on my iPad or my computer for fun, but I'm struggling to see what useful things I can do...

Maybe I'll go to the gym with my mom and younger bro. tomorrow or whenever they go.

Another question is a bit more personal. I've seen love. And it looks great on most levels. But the issue is I don't have any friends that I normally see, except on Sunday. And another thing is that while I feel being in a relationship would be nice, I don't see myself in a relationship...