That's what I love about children. The innocence and how they often see world with so much brightness and whenever gloom approaches they actively try to disperse it. 

There are always such ways, my love. Without kindness the world can only go so far and sometimes such a seemingly small act like this child just trying to make you giggle can really make a huge difference. That's why I made kindness my core principle myself and do my best to distribute it without any bias <3 

I remember you sharing this with me before... such a precious memory and I was always so happy to bear it as well <3 Even when I am not around the world protects you 

On 2024-10-09 at 12:36 AM, Creepy Scribbles said:

This story deserves upvotes in both blog posts =]

Aww, thank you. I forgot to mention that this was in Germany. So the little boy and I did not even speak the same language at all. Yet there was still that non-verbal understanding. 

Also, fun fact... AFTER Germany... my friend drove me to Poland where we snuck into Sir's house while he was at work. Left a trail of mleko chocolat cartons that lead to the fridge while hiding -- my friend hid under the sheets, and I hid behind the counter >:3 Happy Birthday, Sir! We broke into your home.... woohoo, but don't worry, you got free chocolate milk c: 

(That'll teach you to give me the keys to your house  )

17 hours ago, Winter Storm said:

An act of kindness on that kid's part. I wonder if he will keep whatever inspired him to try to cheer some stranger up? I feel like at some point in my life I became a lot more cynical and jaded about life, but I can't pick out a moment. Does everyone reach some particular moment like that or just some of us? Is it a matter of chance or luck? Does it make me a bad person?

I often try to avoid the gaze of others just because I fear they may think ill of me. All too often I get stuck fighting my own bad memories and sense of past failures. It feels like a lifelong struggle against those things so I can find some of what you say relatable though I'm sure the thoughts and reasons are different for both of us. Even when trying to do something fun these creeping feelings appear that have to be fought off and what can spark them is often out of my control. I can respect what it takes to deal with that even though I feel I am not very skilled at it myself.

I am so sorry that you go through this. I understand this feeling quite well. Sometimes it comes from our own self loathing. Perhaps we have disappointed ourselves? Or perhaps we feel we may have disappointed another? Conversely, perhaps we were the one let down, betrayed and disappointed. I've been through periods like these...

I often observe the physical world. Science is my guidance through nature.

Perhaps, in the same way that a fruit will nourish our bodies with its precious existence... we also need nourishment from outside sources whether it be a friend, a family, a trusted partner, etc... we cannot just rely on ourselves. There's a lot to go by here because you are not some simplistic organism but a complex living being with your own story that no one else can tell for you but yourself...

I too hope that the child will find someone to lift him up during the dark moments that life will hit us with. The truth is, life can be harsh. It can knock you down for no reason and watch you crumble without so much as a blink of an eye for concern. I see it as a challenge. Something to resist and improve myself with... but for that you need nourishment. You need something to drive you.

I apologise for going on a slight tangent. I wish not to be presumptuous about your personal situation. I can only offer what may work for me and some who may relate. But only you can dictate and decide what works for you. My DMs are ALWAYS open for you. Even though I get flooded, I will always prioritise a friend in need. 

Thanks for reading my blog and my random memories. I often think about these things but say nothing cause I do not believe anyone would even care to notice. ^^

On 2024-10-09 at 3:45 AM, Samurai Equine said:

That's a sweet story. Thanks for sharing, Silky. 

Thank you for reading it, lovely. 

On 2024-10-09 at 10:15 AM, ZiggWheelsManning said:

Those words captured my heart  Thanks for the sweet story Silky.  

Awwwww, lovely. It's the least I can do after all the times you've captured mine and @Sir Hugsalot heart with your playful antics.

On 2024-10-09 at 2:51 AM, Sir Hugsalot said:

That's what I love about children. The innocence and how they often see world with so much brightness and whenever gloom approaches they actively try to disperse it. 

There are always such ways, my love. Without kindness the world can only go so far and sometimes such a seemingly small act like this child just trying to make you giggle can really make a huge difference. That's why I made kindness my core principle myself and do my best to distribute it without any bias <3 

I remember you sharing this with me before... such a precious memory and I was always so happy to bear it as well <3 Even when I am not around the world protects you 

Oh gosh, I told you about this?  I really do share absolutely everything. This was simply one of those things I randomly recall and just keep to myself. Thanks for caring <3