Hello everypony, time for my daily bloggy wloggy.

So today haven't been as bad as the latest two days... Probably 'cause I haven't left my room more then I needed to. So the last two days brought me down quite a bit. So I felt like I couldn't take much more so I went ahead and stayed in my room with this glorious forum. Only problem with that is that I tend to get alot of bad thoughts. But things have gone alot better for me today.

So after I've spent around 3 hours just lying in my bed, I decided to make a pony out of paper. So I did that. Not much more to it. But hey, atleast I did something! http://mlpforums.com/topic/58403-some-random-ponies-i-made/ this is where I post all of my things.

But once again I shall write depressive things.

So under these 3 hours I spended by lying in my bed and hugging my pillow, my old "friend" popped up in my head. This guy isn't very nice, but he doesn't seem to understand that calling someone out as ugly or straight out annoying can hurt people.

I've pretty much already told all of my past "friends" to simply go to ****. Pretty much been bullied all my life, don't know if it's partially my fault. The way I've been staying strong and not letting these things bring me down is by pretty much laughing all the time. It does sound like I'm completly insane when I'm writing it like this. But I really needed to do something to be able to stand on two legs, so I laughed.

Just because someone laughs doesn't mean that the person is happy, but alot of people doesn't seem to understand that.

Whoa... Didn't plan this to be a story time but well well...

Once again, Cya i guess...