Let Go (of the bottle)

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I could take my time,

and tell my tale,

but who would care?

I don't even know how to begin.

 

I suppose I'll start off with losing that spark i used to feel.

The coziness in my heart.

 

It's cold today,

nothing's changed.

It never will.

Let's hole up inside.

 

The advantages of your warmth are dwindling as it rains.

Now i hope you will hear me out.

 

I've unlocked my chains,

been free for days,

but sobriety,

is looking impossible now.

 

My mind is on the edge of another meltdown.

It's been so long since I felt this way.

 

Entertain yourself,

while I lower,

myself down.

Down into a well.

 

This well I filled to the brim with tears and my regrets,

is where I choose to drown.

 

But of all the days,

to mention pain,

why now?

Haven't you done enough?

 

Well I guess I understand, I wouldn't wanna be around me either.

But I'm still stuck in my skin.

 

[solo]

 

I lack the necessary traits,

needed to,

rehabilitate,

my mind.

 

But the ghosts of all the dreams I abandoned are haunting someone else.

I see now, I drove you away.

 

Mistakes i made,

to this date,

are all for not.

I realize I'm sick.

 

I realize now that with my words I rejected you.

But I've never missed you more.

 

While I miss your warmth,

your charming laugh,

and winning smile,

I can never let you back inside.

 

Because the hardest part of letting someone go is to forget,

all of the happiness you won't feel again.

 

While I close the door,

and kill the lights,

my heart shrinks.

I'm gonna drink til I puke.

 

But the rest of the story is just a fit of bitter taste,

accompanied by a soft cry.

 

I'll tear it down.

My proverbial,

wall of shame.

Tear it down one day.

 

The day will come when I get the chance to speak with someone else.

Hopefully someone who cares.

 

Don't wait form

a miracle.

Make them,

happen.

 

Don't let anyone,

tell you,

how you,

should feel.

 

Don't ever,

tell anyone,

how you,

feel inside.

 

Never,

let anyone,

ever,

come inside.

 

 

Never,

let anyone,

ever,

come inside.

 

Never,

no don't ever,

let anyone,

come inside.

 

[solo]

 

At the end,

of the day,

I call again.

Without a tear left to cry.

 

But you would rather be alone than burdened with my presence.

Forget it, I'm letting people in!

 

In,

come in.

Come in.

 

I'm letting people in.

In,

in,

come in.

 

I am letting go.

Go,

of the past.

 

I am letting go.

Go,

go,

of the bottle now.