Low (As I've ever been)

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I put your noose around my neck.

Dangling advice that I forget.

Spiraling out of it,

down into the dark.

My chronic depression.

The sound of a dying moon.

Dance along with em to,

dissonant tunes.

If we had all we wanted,

what would we have to look for?

If we can start again,

what are we waiting for?

A new opportunity.

Another day in the gutter.

Drenched in shame and my libido,

but never touched at all.

Another mountain crumbles,

and slides into the empty sea.

I wanna know if I'm the only one,

forever left alone.

If we had all we wanted,

what would we have to look for?

If we can start again,

what are we waiting for?

Temper tantrums,

and lies.

Hidden romances,

die beneath moistened eyelids.

Cancer and laughter,

save us from a life,

we never asked to live in.

We would rather die.

To be alone forever,

is to never try.

[solo]

If we had all we wanted,

what would we have to look for?

If we can start again,

what are we waiting for?

Temper tantrums,

and lies.

Hidden romances,

die behind those closed doors.

Atrophy and laughter,

save us from the truth.

We never asked to be alive.

Oh, I will never die.

Temperament and sadness,

set me to self destroy.

Oh, I know I'll be alone.

I never will find love.

I've been low so long,

but i'm lower now than ever before.