It has been a quite sometime now since my Girlfriend has been bitten by a tick and contracted a virus/infection that put her in the hospital. The virus she contracted is a flesh eating infection that is ,well, eating her flesh. However, she is on medication to help prevent the area that is infected growing, so that is a relief. For a few weeks she'll be out of school, basically the rest of our school years.

The problem I am faced with however, is the problem of getting up in the morning. I know it sounds like a romantic clique, but I really find to find the motivation to get up, get ready and head out to school. I usually find my motivation by knowing she's there, and when she isn't there I just sort of well hangout with other people, but the motivation is created by her.

This romantic clique has also branded me 'whipped'. not sure if this term is used across the world, but in Australia whipped means well, being a servant to the other part of the relation, mainly attracted to men. This term just really gets me annoyed, especially when girls say it. I'm not usually ill mannered, but when a girl says "you are whipped" to me, I say "Well, enjoy your boyfriend beating you and treating you like shit. Cause that's sounds like the man for you" turning away from the scantly dressed prostitute in training. It just really annoys me.

I visit my girlfriend when I can, mainly every 2 or 3 days, and check up physically if she is okay. Sure she can say i'm okay over facebook, but you never know if they are lying so the other doesn't worry. I know, i've did it myself. Just because I care for my special other, doesn't make me a servant.