I have come to a sudden realization. Why do I bother partaking in forum based websites when I have no social skills and nothing likable about me? It is something that I have thought about which rings true. As a result, I have become confused and conflicted. It has come down to two possible decisions and I need to choose one. The problem is that I don't know what to do.

1.) Stop joining up on forum websites and just leave. It's not a place for the likes of me and never will be.

2.) Continue staying despite the constant loneliness and hope for something to go right.

No matter which I choose, it will just further my loneliness and depression. So, I'm at an impasse here. I have hit a fork in the road and don't know which path to take. I don't see why anyone will care about this pointless blog. Not asking anyone to care. In fact, I encourage people not to care. This is just something I have thought about and it was tearing me up on the inside. I had to get it out. Can't say it's making me feel any better though...