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There are times that I'm on the forums while none of my friends are. This makes me think about the lives they have, and how they often seem to have things to do, places to go, and people to be with.

Why isn't my life like this?

I don't have many friends. To be completely honest, I have about two "real friends" that I talk to offline.

What do I mean by "real friends"?

I categorize people I talk to by how often we hang out or have conversations within the categories of "real friends" and "half friends".

A "half friend" is basically an acquaintance. A person who I talk to once in a while, but never really have conversations with. Just someone who I talk to for the purpose of passing time(Usually in school), and don't talk to once the day is done.

A "real friend" is just what it is, a friend. Someone you love to hang out with. Someone who you can tell nearly anything to. Someone who you enjoy being around and who enjoys being around you. A person that you talk to anytime, and not just to pass time, but because you enjoy talking to them.

Why don't I have more "real friends"?

Two reasons:

1. I'm pretty shy.

2. A lot of people around me are annoying, disrespecting, obnoxious, mean people. I honestly couldn't be friends with some of these people if I tried.

This is why my life can be boring, because I don't have many friends to spend it with.

Since I'm on the topic of loneliness, I might as well go all the way.

One question I've been asked semi-recently in school was "Have you ever had a girlfriend?"

The answer is: No, I've never had a girlfriend.

In fact, I've never even been on a single date in my life.

Why? Basically the same two reasons I don't have many friends.

I've only ever asked a single girl on a date...through a valentines card...that was made by the school...and given to her by some stranger...with such a vague message that she probably didn't even know it was asking her on a date...that was also signed anonymously.

I don't think I'd feel so bad about this if it weren't for the fact that the few people I know and talk to have had girlfriends.

I can't even escape this on the forums as some of my best friends on here are also dating.

Maybe one day, if I could get really lucky, I can find someone I really care about who cares for me too.

Or in the very least I could make some more friends who are "real friends".

That isn't too much to ask, right?

Well, that's all for now.

Talk to you guys later