Dear Diary,

First off I want to apologize to you and the forum members for my controversial entry, last time. But I feel much better, but I have a new problem.

It's with my Twitter boyfriend. For the longest time, when I was single, he keep trying to get with me but I wasn't interested in him AT ALL. Mostly because I was in love with someone else. However when that dream died, I went ahead and dated him, even though I didn't wanted to. Now it's been months later, and he's working my last nerve! I left Twitter for a reason, and he just keep trying to pull me back in. I want to break up with him, but he's a little...crazy like that. Worst of all he has my cell phone number, because I texted him a while back (against my mother's wishes) about a situation he was having, and I told him repeatedly to delete the number, but he never does, because when he sees that I haven't been on in awhile he would text me. If my mom sees that she'll kill me!!

I'm trying to leave that life behind me, but he's making it hard to do so. I thought that he would get the hint and leave me alone, but he's just so clueless! But I'm way too kindhearted for me to tell him that I'm not that interested in him at all. Plus I'm afraid that if he has my cell phone number he may try and track me down and...I don't even want to think about what would happen if that happened. I mean he does seem like that kind of guy, but I seen all sorts of movies about internet stalkers than I can't really trust anyone on the net anymore.

I liked him better when he was my friend, and not trying to always get with me. After he declared his love for me, I should have squashed it right there, but me being so nice I just couldn't. Now that he's with me. all he does he ever try to please me and "please" me, and that annoys me too. I'm telling someone that I love them, when clearly I don't and I just can't keep going on like this anymore.

*sigh* Such is life I guess.

Sincerely Yours,

Chantilly Angel