For a while anytime I posted a blog, I was depressed and needed help but not anymore. I am in the best mood I have ever been and that is due completely to John. He has made the happier than anybody. When I talk to John, I end up smiling so much that my face starts to hurt and when I cry, I know he will be there to wipe away the tears.

I did tell him everything that happened with my ex and he was not happy. He even hates him now. My ex has officially made it onto my bad side by not giving his nieces the gifts I got them.He blocked me on facebook and skype, which I am fine with. He also tried to start a fight with John the other night while at church.

I am happy and its time my ex realizes that he lost me, he pushed me back into the arms of the person I have really loved and missed for years. <3