sadly that time has come again, time for mare to beg for money >.< as were all sadly aware im jobless and if not for my amazing room mates would be a starving artist, however now due to thier jobs ,retail is a bitch, cutting hours we may not make rent which is not good

due to thier hour cut we may not be able to make rent at all and this would be averted if i had a damn job, i look every day btw and im exausted mentally and physically, drawing commissions all day will kill my hands as they have done before

i have a semi degenerative back problem which means its hard to find a job to begin with.

due to the amount of commissions i did in a row in the past here it caused severe damage to my wrists, and I did have a poll regarding upping my costs so it wouldent be so impacting on my body and the results were clearly against me raising my prices, now with my wrists in the sorry condition they are in called carpel tunnel I cant even attempt to make a living and as an artist its a horrid handicap.

its the equivalent to a track runner loosing thier legs and just as terrifying.