First off, I'd like to apologize. I haven't been myself lately, and its probably going to be that way for a while. I'm either mean or sad. I know many find this funny but it just makes me feel worse. So, old Delernil is back, just not his old self.

People have made me feel like shit. My 'friends' do too. Everybody including my parents make me feel like shit. I make myself feel like shit.

Sorry for everything. Sometime in February is when I'll be normal, friendly, stupid Delernil again. I just feel lonely, like shit, and I feel like I haven't been myself lately.