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    So Here lately I have kind of just felt like a douche and a bad person. To start off with there was a girl I had seen a couple of times and after we had sex we had stopped talking. 1. It was mainly because I quite texting HER. 2. I had totally lost interest in her. And before that I had taken up smoking weed I quite that when I got job. The job I had would cause me to be gone for 2 to 3 weeks at a time (also a reason why I quit seeing the girl). Now that I am back again everyone wants to argue and fight with me and to top it all off I drink every chance I get. It wouldn't all be so bad except I am 17 years old. I am having a hard time determining if it is really me (which I have been blaming myself anyway) or Is everyone pushing me a way to drugs and alcohol.
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    Gift or curses

    By theparkourpony,

    Today while listening to music I did some wandering of my own mind and found that what most people like about me is what I hate about myself. Most people like that I don't care about anything and its true I don't, I say what I want when I want and do as I please without thought about what others think. A lot of people envy me for that quality but in all actuality it is hard for me. It is hard because I can't care when I need to, It has gotten to such a point that at times feel like I can't feel love. I honestly can't either. I could give everything up for in second and when someone tries to get close to me I push them away, even though I want someone to be close to me more than anything. So I just find it kind of funny that people wouldn't like it if they couldn't care like me because at times its not as great as it looks.
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