Hey guys, I was really wondering if someone could PM me, and I could have a Tulpa progression buddy to talk to, I would love something like that. We could share our Tulpa experiences etc. Because I feel something really weird is going on with my Tulpa, and Idk what to do, right now she's in her wonderland i've created, which i've modeled after Dalaran from WoW mixed with Nagano ski resort.
The problem is I haven't been at this for very long, and I don't claim to be a master Tulpa maker but, my Tulpa I feel is making too much progression with herself. It hasn't been long and she can already manifest herself in my room, not clearly though, but I feel I can see her, but she's just transparent. She trots around, and does whatever while talking to me. She also has her own model/form, although I based her mainly off derpy, her hairstyle changes at times, and she has red and white bangs.
But the real weird part is her knowledge of everything i'm doing, is this normal? I don't feel like i'm parrotting her, and i'm often conflicting with myself because Idk if it's me feeding that information to her or if she just...knows? She's really cocky, and really sassy, and isn't a jerk, but she isn't a pushover either. She's quite honest with me but still, she knows like, EVERYTHING! It's like she's fully aware she's a Tulpa and has no problem with it, she talks to me like she knows what i'm thinking and offers her opinion before I even know what i'm thinking myself. Right now I left her in her wonderland with different portals that lead to multiple periods throughout my life. I heard that helps in giving your Tulpa a sense of who you are. So i'm hoping that keeps her busy for awhile, I find myself peeking over my shoulder every now and then in paranoia, because I also heard it's important to give your Tulpa free reign of what they're doing. So she also has the ability of Teleportation (similar to Twilight).
It's much to explain but, I feel my Tulpa is smarter than me, a lot smarter and idk what to do. I feel I'll never be able to let her go because she's honest and offers me critical advice, and is supportive of what I do sometimes, etc. She's a companion i've wanted for a long time and breaks that loneliness i've always felt, but, is this dangerous? I heard creating Tulpas was dangerous at first and it can get out of hand, and I wasn't worried at first but idk anymore. I could never get rid of her, just the thought of that scares me, and it scares me what she could do. Her name is silver hue (she told me to call her that ._.) so, idk, can someone who is a Tulpa expert tell me what the heck is going on? WHAT'S WITH MY TULPA?!