Misty Rose

Hahahaha I really appreciate you sticking around for so long pal. You're a real miracle boy :3

I just don't understand how I'll be able to get out of here If I can't get out, I'll never be remotely happy

I've already accepted I won't :/

@Dubwave

I just wish I wasn't even here in the first place :/ I should have never existed to be honest, it would have made my mom alot happier and saved her so much trouble throughout her life, not to mention she would have never been abused by my dad.

@Gone Airbourne

I won't find anyone down here, that's been more than proven :/ And I don't have such a chance, I'm stuck here most likely forever and no one can help me :/ God has ruined my life to be honest, he took me out of my safe home and now I'm somewhere I'm not meant to be..most likely forever.

I won't keep myself open, I was never open in the first place. I was determined to remain single from the beginning after my mom's experience with my dad. When I finally let someone in because I thought he was different he left me just like my dad left me and my mom. Behind left behind twice like that in life can scar someone, and it's certainly scarred me. I won't give someone a chance to hurt me so easily again :/

I have bad luck finding friends irl too, without a partner or friends how am I supposed to be happy? I can't live talking to myself forever :/

And I'm really sorry you had to go through such a bad experience

I just wish everyone would understand that not everyone has someone out there. That some people are just destined to be alone :/ Constantly insisting I'll find someone "someday" makes me feel worse because that may be in a million years and the only way it'll happen is online. No thanks :/

@Gone Airbourne

I will never have that time for myself though, I will never have peace! The only way I can ever have a decent life is if it's completely online. But that's not possible :/

@Jonas

I just hate how only people online think so :/

@Buzz

I've just already given up hope, absolutely nothing will change that I've already accepted I'll most likely remain alone forever and never have the future I want and I just have to find a way to work around that -_-

@Buzz

I haven't had even a third of your experience and I'm your same age! I haven't had any experience, no one freakin likes me!

@Gone Airbourne

It's just with my family saying something negative about me almost everyday it's hard to have hope and keep a high self esteem. I just hate myself

@Gone Airbourne

I just have a hard time believing anything good can happen again ;(

@Dubwave

They're probably out there....but I'll never find someone like that. As soon as I become friends with a guy someone always comes along and makes fun of us saying we'll date later. Then he leaves....it always happens

@Buzz

Not for everyone, my mom never found someone :/

People don't look for someone nice irl man, you need to be pretty to capture anyone's attention or even make them interested in talking to. It's how the world works -_-

I want more though, I want to experience love in my life again ;(

I don't have a real family though so this is all I have :/

I just wish something would go right in my life for once ;(

I'm gonna be 18 or older by the time I move back to the US...and by then I'll still be this inexperienced :/

No volunteer work to do around here xD

At least it's better than doing nothing :/

@Lucid Dream

Not old enough to :/

@Kyoshi

To me it does because at least I'd be doing something productive that will benefit me financially, instead I'm just here at home forced to do nothing with my existence :/

*hugs back* :/