Misty Rose

Been feeling particularly lonely tonight :/

Hey

I haven't done it in so long...I just fail to see how I can ever find someone else I can relate to who can truly be a good lasting friend :/

That just makes me feel worse because of my crappy life -_-

@Gone Airbourne

But if the future is for me to be stuck here forever, I'll never leave my environment, which means things will never change :/

@Chikorita

There are no counselors here -_-

@Gone Airbourne

I go through the same thing at school. I'm just ignored even if I try to make conversation, it's no use :/

@Jonas

Can't, family doesn't let me :/

I have you....but that doesn't stop me from crying at my physical state of loneliness. I wish I could hear someone's voice for Christ's sake....

@Gone Airbourne

It's just days like this where it just hits me harder than usual :/

@Chikorita

That won't help :/ I just don't fit in...

@Jonas

I want someone to care irl though! I wish someone would just give me a comforting hug or be my friend. But no one does....I just hate how I had to be left so alone with not even a parent to care :/

I just hate being so alone irl. I want a friend damnit, I wish someone would give a shit ;(

I need a real hug ;(

I'm even forgetting what it's like to have my mother around, I feel like I've been alone all my life because it feels like she died years ago :/

@Jonas

I won't man....not for a really REALLY long time anyway :/

I know I'm not doing a good job right now, there's nothing I can really do right now :/ If I were in America at least I would most likely have a job, but I can't get a job down here at my age. I'm failing in school and I'm trying my hardest. I don't know what to do to make my mom proud ;(