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So glad every day of work (at least until the 20th, don't know past that) is going to be late. Less sun, more night! Can't wait to stay up late more often
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Y'know how I said I'm behind on S9?
Well I'm planning on fixing that over the next few days. I'm finally going to get caught up with MLP before it ends. I don't think I've been caught up since around season 5 so this is kinda exciting.
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Do we still have one of those links that explains all of the ranks? I have no idea what they are now.
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Oh man. It's been a while.
Just kinda here because I went on an old YouTube account of mine and saw some nostalgic pony stuff. Then I remembered this place. The good times. The less good times too. Nights lying awake in bed on a shitty old iPod Touch here. Wishing I could go to Bronycon. Apparently that's gone now. Dang. And just loving MLP more than... pretty much anything.
I... almost miss it? I know I can't go back. I don't think I miss what it was anyway. I miss how it all felt. Being excited for new episodes. Talking about pony. Finally finding somewhere I felt like I fit in. But if I tried now, it just wouldn't be the same.
I miss this place, the friends I'd made. Most of them are gone. The people I did have by the time I left didn't care for me much really. At least, it didn't feel like it. I wasn't exactly doing so well, so I apologize if I'm wrong.
And now I'm not even caught up on the newest season. I think I only watched the first three episodes. I keep saying I'll watch them, but it feels almost... wrong. Like I'm trying to force myself back into something I just don't do anymore. In reality there's nothing wrong with watching it. I want to finish what I started. After all, that's how I got here in the first place. Finishing the first episode and telling myself I couldn't leave it unfinished and going onto the 2nd part. "I can't just leave a story unfinished." That's what I told myself somewhere around February 2013, laying in bed in my old house refusing to admit I'd liked an episode of a cartoon for little girls. I was a teen boy (almost), there's no way I could've been into this stuff. And then I was.
But I can't really look around too much due to my fear of spoilers. What I have seen, however, has been nothing but nostalgic.
Sometimes I think maybe I could use a little bit of the innocent pony show in my life again. Sometimes I think there's no point. Either way, I'm grateful for what it did for me in the past. In the worst times, it was there. This forum was there. The fandom. It was the light in my dumb dark mind. I'll never forget it.
Now... I wonder how the Banned Game is doing...
Fluttershy is still best pony btw
Edit: Do I click it?
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The absconder returns! With financial resources at his disposal, no less. Simply spiffy to see you again, my good sir - I do look forward to hearing more of your recent advances in situation.
I think we can all agree that nolstagia is one of the more effective weapons in the tiny horses' arsenal, right up there with friendship.
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hey i know no one really cares but i figured i'd post a little update on my life since i left
things have been going well somehow
depression's basically gone and i'm getting a job soon
i've never really been better
i thought i'd have more to say oof
but that's kinda it
figured i'd make a positive status update be my top one, at least until i probably eventually come back to post something else months from now
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hey, new year's supposed to be for change right?
well
i think it's time for a change in my time here.
as in, i'm done.
there's nothing left for me here.
not saying i'll never be back, because i do struggle with leaving things behind sometimes.
but really, there's no good reason for me to be here.
i don't have anyone here.
i've known some of you for a long time
but really, i don't talk to anyone and nobody talks to me
it's been an interesting 5 years. but i think 5 is more than i needed. i mean this is something i've been thinking about for a long time. but i just couldn't leave all this behind.
now i see that it's for the best. i'm at a point where i'm just reading status updates and brohoofing them, and posting an occasional one myself that people don't actually care about. i'm just someone that exists here, a few people know i exist, but that's it.
thank you mlpf for getting me through some shit in my early time here, even though almost everyone i talked to back then has since left. it was fun.
i'm leaving my discord thing on my profile in case there is anyone that wants it, but idk how much that matters.
goodbye.
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first person to guess the numbers on my visa gift card can have the $1 that's left on it
i don't want to make it too hard, so here's what i'll leave you with:
**** **1* **** ****
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***good luck
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You know how annoying it is when you're watching a video and you hear a Discord notification so you think someone messaged you? That just happened to me. Difference is, there was no video. There was no notification. There was no sound. Nothing actually happened. I fucking heard a Discord notification that didn't even exist. I'm laying down, trying to fall asleep and ignore my mind going places I don't really want it to. And then it does that shit. A completely non-existent Discord notification sound.
I just want to sleep.
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them: lol it's unfortunate that you can't call, i actually could for once
me: wait i can on something else
them: actually i can't lol
fucking nice. always have a reason you can't, until i truly can't, except once i realize i actually can there's a reason you can't again. cool.
it'd be easier if you'd just admit you don't want to talk to me.
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turns out my new earbuds were some bootleg shit that sounds like shit because they're shit
so i took the microphone apart (already didn't work) and found that it was different from my old, real pair (which broke after months of use)
the actual in-ear parts did not come apart after stomping on them, gave up
conclusion: watch where you buy stuff, if it's too good to be true it probably is and headphones aren't going to be super cheap compared to their normal price.
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alright i know i promised a christmas status update that would leave you in tears. it took a bit longer than expected, and i may or may not have fell asleep for a bit. but it's here, and it's finally time to share it with everyone. it's a bit of a long read though, so it's in this spoiler.
Spoilermer crimmus
thank you for reading, have a wonderful day.
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get ready for new christmas status updates as it becomes the 25th in different time zones, or people wake up on their 25th.
i personally have a really special one planned, in an attempt to make it truly better than the rest. to make it important. it won't just be a "merry christmas" that you've seen a million times. by the end of it, you'll be in tears.
it's gonna be beautiful. just wait and see.