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Clod

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  1. I can't find the post I was referring to, but I was definitely wrong. Bi.
  2. I can't believe you guys didn't let me win. I'll give you another try. Stop posting now and no one gets hurt. (ok well no one gets hurt either way i couldn't hurt anyone)
  3. So glad every day of work (at least until the 20th, don't know past that) is going to be late. Less sun, more night! Can't wait to stay up late more often :orly:

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    2. Clod

      Clod

      Honestly, good to be back. I missed this place.

    3. Prospekt

      Prospekt

      Nice to see you around again! I had to check your past display name cuz initially I had forgotten who this was, I remembered you as Meme lol :P

    4. Clod

      Clod

      I forgot I changed my name to meme until I checked my name history lol

      But it's nice to see you too :)

  4. I never actually made an introduction in all my time here since I joined almost 6 years ago. But I figure since I'm basically starting over now's a good time. I'm Clod. Some of you may have seen me in the past. If not as Clod, then maybe as BruinBrony or The Tin Can. I've had a few names in between but those are the main ones I stuck with. Throughout almost all of my time here, my mental health was... less than ideal. When I left, I was no different. And to be honest, I feel that this place may have indirectly contributed to that around the end of my time here. It wasn't anyone's fault, but before I decided to leave I felt alone and disliked. Of course, that has to do with my mental health at the time too. But most of my friends had left and I didn't know how to make new ones. The ones that had left, I had no other way of contacting at the time. So I was left mostly by myself, posting status updates that would go unnoticed and doing not much else. Now though, I'm giving it a second try. I'm not sure how it will go, or if I'll even end up staying. I'm doing much better now than I ever was during my past here, and I feel like now's probably the best time to give this place a chance. If it doesn't work out, I'll be okay this time. I still have somewhere else to go. It won't be as devastating. If it does, I find another group of people to talk to and some new friends. I'm still not so good at this whole "socializing" thing and I'm not sure I ever will be. But the only way I can be is if I try. Now for things that are unrelated to my past here... I'm not exactly the most interesting person. Much of my time is spent trying to find something to watch on YouTube. But when I do decide to play games, it's usually something to do with cars. I still know nothing about cars, but they're fun to drive. At the moment, that's generally Forza Horizon 4 or DiRT Rally 2.0. But recently I've been playing a bit of Cook, Serve, Delicious 2. This is going to be outdated in about a month. Good thing introductions aren't meant to last that long. Edit: Oh yeah also Night in the Woods is a good game. And OneShot. How did I forget these? I guess because I'm not currently playing them? You should though. Oh, and Undertale and Deltarune. Those are also good. As for things I watch that aren't pony (and I don't do any pony watching either, changing that) there's mostly just Steven Universe now. I used to watch Star vs. the Forces of Evil but that ended and I wasn't too happy with the ending. I keep saying I'll get around to watching other things and I never do. Even if I don't stick around this can serve as some kind of update or something. Ending introductions is hard. Introductions in general are hard. I probably missed stuff. Oh well. Thank you for reading. I'll just... go? I guess. Yeah.
  5. Y'know how I said I'm behind on S9?

    Well I'm planning on fixing that over the next few days. I'm finally going to get caught up with MLP before it ends. I don't think I've been caught up since around season 5 so this is kinda exciting.

  6. Beaned because I have no idea what you just said
  7. Do we still have one of those links that explains all of the ranks? I have no idea what they are now.

    1. Duality

      Duality

      They're smack dab in the middle of adding a pile more ranks and I don't think anyone's updated the magic rank link yet. On the bright side, you're hardly alone in not knowing what they are so odds are a friendly staff member will post a full explanation at some point. :P

    2. Clod

      Clod

      Nice to see you again Duality

      And thanks for the info, guess we just gotta wait

  8. Beaned for not remembering that I've never spelled it right. Canned, beaned, I've always had some different word to replace it. Beaned for getting ninja'd
  9. Beaned for keeping this place active while I was gone
  10. Oh man. It's been a while.

    Just kinda here because I went on an old YouTube account of mine and saw some nostalgic pony stuff. Then I remembered this place. The good times. The less good times too. Nights lying awake in bed on a shitty old iPod Touch here. Wishing I could go to Bronycon. Apparently that's gone now. Dang. And just loving MLP more than... pretty much anything.

    I... almost miss it? I know I can't go back. I don't think I miss what it was anyway. I miss how it all felt. Being excited for new episodes. Talking about pony. Finally finding somewhere I felt like I fit in. But if I tried now, it just wouldn't be the same.

    I miss this place, the friends I'd made. Most of them are gone. The people I did have by the time I left didn't care for me much really. At least, it didn't feel like it. I wasn't exactly doing so well, so I apologize if I'm wrong.

    And now I'm not even caught up on the newest season. I think I only watched the first three episodes. I keep saying I'll watch them, but it feels almost... wrong. Like I'm trying to force myself back into something I just don't do anymore. In reality there's nothing wrong with watching it. I want to finish what I started. After all, that's how I got here in the first place. Finishing the first episode and telling myself I couldn't leave it unfinished and going onto the 2nd part. "I can't just leave a story unfinished." That's what I told myself somewhere around February 2013, laying in bed in my old house refusing to admit I'd liked an episode of a cartoon for little girls. I was a teen boy (almost), there's no way I could've been into this stuff. And then I was.

    But I can't really look around too much due to my fear of spoilers. What I have seen, however, has been nothing but nostalgic.

    Sometimes I think maybe I could use a little bit of the innocent pony show in my life again. Sometimes I think there's no point. Either way, I'm grateful for what it did for me in the past. In the worst times, it was there. This forum was there. The fandom. It was the light in my dumb dark mind. I'll never forget it. 

    Now... I wonder how the Banned Game is doing...

     

     

     

     

    Fluttershy is still best pony btw

    Edit: Do I click it? :mlp_blink:

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    2. ShadOBabe

      ShadOBabe

      LOL, sorry I was late. Have to leave the computer for a while. XD

    3. Duality

      Duality

      The absconder returns! With financial resources at his disposal, no less. Simply spiffy to see you again, my good sir - I do look forward to hearing more of your recent advances in situation.

      I think we can all agree that nolstagia is one of the more effective weapons in the tiny horses' arsenal, right up there with friendship. :kirin:

    4. Clod

      Clod

      I've noticed they've got stuff set up to keep spoilers hidden for now :) 

  11. hey i know no one really cares but i figured i'd post a little update on my life since i left

    things have been going well somehow

    depression's basically gone and i'm getting a job soon

    i've never really been better

    i thought i'd have more to say oof

    but that's kinda it

    figured i'd make a positive status update be my top one, at least until i probably eventually come back to post something else months from now

    1. TheRockARooster

      TheRockARooster

      Welcome back, Clod.

    2. Mirage

      Mirage

      It's great to hear you're feeling better! ^_^

  12. AYYY I'M BACK

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    lmao april fools

    1. Woohoo
    2. Clod

      Clod

      whoa, a reply? that's new

  13. tbh fuck the nfl

    so pissed i gotta come out of retirement to make a status update real quick

  14. hey, new year's supposed to be for change right?

    well

    i think it's time for a change in my time here.

    as in, i'm done.

    there's nothing left for me here.

    not saying i'll never be back, because i do struggle with leaving things behind sometimes.

    but really, there's no good reason for me to be here.

    i don't have anyone here.

    i've known some of you for a long time

    but really, i don't talk to anyone and nobody talks to me

     

    it's been an interesting 5 years. but i think 5 is more than i needed. i mean this is something i've been thinking about for a long time. but i just couldn't leave all this behind.

    now i see that it's for the best. i'm at a point where i'm just reading status updates and brohoofing them, and posting an occasional one myself that people don't actually care about. i'm just someone that exists here, a few people know i exist, but that's it.

    thank you mlpf for getting me through some shit in my early time here, even though almost everyone i talked to back then has since left. it was fun.

     

    i'm leaving my discord thing on my profile in case there is anyone that wants it, but idk how much that matters.

     

    goodbye.

  15. first person to guess the numbers on my visa gift card can have the $1 that's left on it

    i don't want to make it too hard, so here's what i'll leave you with:

    **** **1* **** ****
    **/**
    ***

     

    good luck

    1. Duality

      Duality

      *straightens calculator*

  16. You know how annoying it is when you're watching a video and you hear a Discord notification so you think someone messaged you? That just happened to me. Difference is, there was no video. There was no notification. There was no sound. Nothing actually happened. I fucking heard a Discord notification that didn't even exist. I'm laying down, trying to fall asleep and ignore my mind going places I don't really want it to. And then it does that shit. A completely non-existent Discord notification sound.

    I just want to sleep.

  17. nothing even happened but today's been shit lol

  18. them: lol it's unfortunate that you can't call, i actually could for once

    me: wait i can on something else

    them: actually i can't lol

     

     

    fucking nice. always have a reason you can't, until i truly can't, except once i realize i actually can there's a reason you can't again. cool.

    it'd be easier if you'd just admit you don't want to talk to me.

  19. turns out my new earbuds were some bootleg shit that sounds like shit because they're shit

    so i took the microphone apart (already didn't work) and found that it was different from my old, real pair (which broke after months of use)

    the actual in-ear parts did not come apart after stomping on them, gave up

    conclusion: watch where you buy stuff, if it's too good to be true it probably is and headphones aren't going to be super cheap compared to their normal price.

  20. alright i know i promised a christmas status update that would leave you in tears. it took a bit longer than expected, and i may or may not have fell asleep for a bit. but it's here, and it's finally time to share it with everyone. it's a bit of a long read though, so it's in this spoiler.

    Spoiler

    mer crimmus

    thank you for reading, have a wonderful day.

  21. get ready for new christmas status updates as it becomes the 25th in different time zones, or people wake up on their 25th.

    i personally have a really special one planned, in an attempt to make it truly better than the rest. to make it important. it won't just be a "merry christmas" that you've seen a million times. by the end of it, you'll be in tears.

    it's gonna be beautiful. just wait and see.

    1. Duality

      Duality

      I'm on the edge of my seat already. :ooh:

  22. elon musk should move to africa

    i hear there's a country where they get pretty mad at gas cars

  23. Fucking love baked potatoes honestly

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