The seemingly endless wait for 1 PM for the release of Forza Horizon 4's first expansion is terrible. I want to sleep a few hours to skip a little time lol.
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Forza only came to PC because Forza and Windows are owned by Microsoft. GT probably could someday but that's their choice.
I'm not the best at explaining things so here's a very good description of the differences of each game, if you feel like reading it.
(Huh, I didn't know reddit links could be embedded.)
Hell yeah, little walk in the snow early in the morning. Nothing better than walking in the cold until one of your knees decides it's bored and wants to go back home.
i clicked a place on google maps once and now i keep getting ads for it on youtube constantly
no, i don't feel like buying wood pellets from the hardware store.
hey, i'm back i guess
coincidentally it's also the 5th anniversary of me joining this forum
i've been here for 5 whole years
Clod changed their profile photo
i'm gonna leave for a while
if anyone cares, my discord is on my profile
though i know that's not going to lead to anything so idk why it's even there
i just need a break or something idk
just don't feel like i should be here atm
i have two choices
- keep trying to post here in a futile attempt to have some kind of human interaction outside of my ex (still friends dw), even if it's online and nobody actually wants to talk to me so the most i get is a reaction or two on whatever worthless shit i post, which is negative 99% of the time so nobody wants to read anything i post
- give up and let the loneliness consume me
and man, both choices suck.
feels like everything i do is pointless, really. i'll never get anywhere in life because i don't know how to not fuck up everything, and i can never have any meaningful relationship, friend or more, because i don't know how to. i'm only ever boring or annoying. and i can't get a job because i fucked up everything, and nobody wants to hire me.
do i even want a job? most i'd ever get is retail. i don't want to work in retail. or any other job really. i hate existing enough already.
am i better off dead? i don't think i can give a selfish reason for myself to stay alive. only to keep people from getting upset. which is basically just family and my one friend, my now ex. i'll never actually achieve happiness. not when i consistently ruin everything. not when i can't get a job that wouldn't make me want to die. not when i can't actually enjoy doing anything.
yet i keep existing, i guess.
and if you're wondering, this isn't related to the previous status update. if you've ever known me, i've been like this a very long time.
see you all next time when i either make another depressing status update or say something stupid in an attempt to be funny. depression and shitty humor are all i've got lol
Update: Finally got a message.
Guess who's single lol
gotta love when you see a discord notification and hope it's the person you've been waiting all day to talk to only to find out it's an @everyone.
keep your windows open in the winter
- drinks stay cold
- wear comfy warm clothes
- water is cold without being in fridge
- nice outside air
- my spaghetti and garlic bread got cold really fast