Kanrei

Glad to hear to feel better. Don’t worry, we all have our moments of weaknesses, it is alright to talk about it.^^

That is ok, write your feelings, don’t think you burden us. If anypony feel burdened about your status, this person don’t need to read it or write anything to it. Don’t think anything is your fault, other people, can also can act, how they like to. Really, they can say, sorry I don‘t feel like I could help you or anything, if they don‘t feel like that, instead of being maybe annoyed of you, because they don‘t know how to help you.

If it helps you, to write your feeling, this is also imp...

@Space Yeah but what if one feels not like having enough energy for putting effort into it? For some people, it is a big challenge even to be able to do the smallest kind of stuff. Pursuing a goal, need some energy in order to do and also it needs a lot of endurance, especially through the fact, that one learns not overnight. I know many people, who want learn something, but they fail, just to start it, because it is so not rewarding for them, putting effort in it for some month or years, bef...

Hmm, what did you already tried to do against your situation? What would like, how your situation is, how you yourself are?

Even if I believe the way once thinks makes a huge impact on how one feels, I don’t think one can just think just positive, through wanting… I see it myself, I feel good and then suddenly worse, and all thoughts gets negative, just through something totally random. So I’m not so sure, if just wanting to think differently works that easy…

Maybe there are also people around one, which attack one or give negative thinking. I have such people around me, but I just realized since some years...

Why not start to get new skills?

Ok, I don’t know what happened with you, having a pointless day. But I did today felt too kinda pointless, or rather just really energyless and not able to do anything meaningful. I don’t like that, since I felt yesterday like, whoa I want to do this and that and like being really optimistic. It just comes so random for me, how I feel.

Anyway, like I said, I don’t know your problem and why stuff become meaningless.

As zombie surely, I’m even not yet able to hold back on food I crave, so I surely would be a bad zombie. I wonder, which humans may taste best.

No, so you can be glad, that I won’t jump at you like a velociraptor and rip you off.

Yeah you should fear them, people do fear them even now. (Or love them, if they like getting scratched.) They are nicely sharp, perfect for ripping of your skin. XD

I wear mostly black clothing, so maybe more like black pants, black shirts (maybe with pony on it) and yeah converse shoes I had once, but at the moment I just some other shoes. And fear my nails, they are shaped like claws. (Probably they get super strong when being a zombie, I mean if I’m as zombie can bite just into humans with my teeth, my nails must be stronger too.) Maybe I have my kitty side bad with me too.

I don’t see what is gruesome, somehow I need to torn up you for eating...

I will eat you like a chicken, pulling of your skin, and then tear your muscle flesh out and break your bones and suck out your marrow.

Yeah, so many unsporty people, they will be easy prey.

Yeah, I anyway think humans are good idea to eat, I mean the overfeed themselves anyway, live in crowded places too. (And ok mostly are full of antibiotic and hormones too. XD) There perfect livestock.

Yeah, who knows, depends on how zombies are. I mean I read also stories, in which the zombies where intelligent, and just needed to eat human meat.

Oh about being bitten of a zombie, I would probably do nothing, I think I won’t be able to kill myself, so I will probably become a zombie.

I really don’t want to find out. Would you survive.

I’m however not sure, if much of that food, would last long or if possible to eat uncooked.

No, I don’t think so, I’m so unsporty and I don’t know how to survive in the wild. Or maybe, we have a bunker here in the building. And maybe also enough food and beverages.

All of what you said and I have seen yet. XD (Which is all but Night of the Living Dead) I also liked World War Z. (I also read the book, which surely was different than the book. However I had still some point, which annoyed me, the zombie were described as slow and in the movie there were really fast…)

XD Haha, I somehow liked it. What zombie movies do you like?

If there is such a cute zombie like in warm bodies, I may consider it. XD

Oh, I like zombies in stories, but I think I won’t like real zombies. I like for example the game, the last of us. Ok they have special interpretation of zombies since they use a fungi infection for zombification. But I like that idea, since there are at least fungi who infect insects and make them zombielike.

XD Yeah, it’s nice to write with you.

Thanks, and I added you on skype. ^^