i think about that every day.
i think, "maybe if i just lay down here, i will suddenly die and go to equestria."
i sometimes wait for hours on end.
but no, i will not die. and suicide is out of the question, although maybe if this cruel, deppressing world grabs enough of my essence away, i will consider it, just to escape.
my mind even tries to create figments of the mane six, but they are not enough.
i sometimes hope that princess Luna will enter my dreams and speak words that will give me peace, but she never comes.
i can hardly breathe sometimes at the fact i am here, and not there, in that beautiful world of magic and friendship.
please, if anyone out there has found a way to equestria, tell me, for i am dying inside every day that i am away from equestria.