I'm straight. But I am not quite sure if I want to ever really try to pursue a relationship because of how often I get used. You could say I'm afraid to commit or open up to let myself be hurt. All I really do right now is look, and flirt a little, and then walk away or sit there and let them walk away. I have a hard time trusting all people, not just women.
I just want to be able to enjoy life and not live in fear of someone taking advantage of me for whatever it may be that I have, my kindness, money, generosity, possessions. =/ I better stop now, otherwise I'll fill this whole page with my post because of all of my personal thoughts, issues, feelings, and experiences. *sigh*