MarsMoonDancer

Kaela, thank you so much for your condolences *Hugs back, I am watching " Boast Busters " right now and I feel like this site is like that magical land.. where people love you for you, not your job, not your money nor looks.. they love you for you. Why.. I bet I could share every embarrassing thing that has happened too me in my life and everyone would be as understanding as saints Man, I haven't been able to sleep in 2 days lol I am sorry for your loss as well

Actually, I have been assaulted because I am chubby and cried.. Only three times.. I can punch with over 1,300 pounds of force, kick with over 4,700 pounds of force and I can take pain due too my pain training so after they got tired.. I broke some jaws and ribs.. then walked away crying because I had too do it lol. FYI: it only takes 11 pounds of force too literally knock a head off lol, but I learned too only use 4% of my actual strength. However, I will not hesitate to defend the innocent, even if it means the end of my own life.

I have a feeling I will be very happy here Thanks ooBrony Here is a vid of me singing as a way of saying thanks for you all being so kind *brushes tear from eye. I am sorry, I have been calling Phantasma Fantasm"Bird", sorry about that lol my eyes are like foggy, broken glass so I need to look harder than I used too lol

Geeze.. now I'm starting too blush lol

I am! I hope I make a lot of friends and maybe even find a soulmate here!

Thanks Muffin, On youtube I just get made fun of for my vids.. which I am just trying to make people happy.. and Twitter is just full of people who ask everything of me but refuse too repay my kindness.. but here.. I feel so welcomed and .. not a freak. Thank you so much I am crying right now and it feels good!

I have been more open with my emotions after I started watching the show. I have been met with physical assault with a knife and flogged with a belt because of this. I have no idea why it is such a taboo for men too have feelings other than fighting and degrading women.. I respect women of all shapes and sizes as well as men, going from 600 pounds down too 240 pounds along with having an odd " pinkie pie-ish " personality it is expected too be treated as such. I don't blame them for assaulting me either.. I have already forgave them.

I just signed up a half hour ago and I love it here!

I will be on here permanently I hope everyone is as nice as you are Bird I tried posting links too my youtube.. but youtube isn't working at the moment. I sing " Jack's Lament " if your into Nightmare Before Christmas.

Thank you Bird.. I am in tears right now because of your kindness... The pain wrapped around my heart feels a little less tighter now.

My Favourite Mane 6 Pony: Fluttershy How did you find MLP Forums?: A friend and Brony How you became a fan of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic: I watched the episodes " Pinkie Pride " and " Magical Mystery Cure " . I am a 29 year old straight male, I have a youtube page and I go by the name King Mars on there. About 6 years ago, I lost two close female friends who always cared and helped me died from a heroin overdose and one was killed randomly.. My big brother died 3 years ago, the day before his 33rd birthday and the week of Christmas. Up until a year ago I was consumed by my grief. My high school friend " came out " too me and said he was a " Brony " now I always loved my friend and I did bust his chops a little about it.. but I figured since I was a HUGE cartoon fan and I am a starting voice actor I would give a few episodes a try. I was instantly hooked by the beautiful animation, the humor and stellar writing and the greatest voice acting and casting I haven't seen in newer kid's shows.. The characters were sooooo endearing and generally lovable. I have suffered with chronic depression, extreme OCD and ADHD and as of July, I was diagnosed with a sever case of " Eye Rightus " an eye and brain disorder that causes 90% of all light to cause me great sickness and pain that feels like my head is being torn open. So for the last five months I have lived in my small room with no lights and I have to ware sunglasses as well in it, AND as a bonus I am starting to lose vision in my right eye... If it wasn't for those ponies and the world they live in.. I would have killed myself. I am a beefy, chubby man who is a martial artist, amateur voice actor, singer, painter, and I play over 13 different musical instruments, I wouldn't say I am a brony, but after seeing what this community was like.. I decided to come here and seek some ( if not all ) friends in the brony/pegasister culture. I would say my two favorite ponies in the show are Fluttershy ( because shy girls are cute and her voice makes me feel at peace ) and Applejack ( again her voice sooths the sadness and darkness that I have been battling and she is an honest hard worker which I come from a hard working class family ). I am now at a point in my life where all hope seems lost and my youtube channel constantly is full of private messages on how I suck and should kill myself because I am "fat and ugly"... So I am reaching out too this community in a last, desperate plea for a chance too find belonging, kindness, compassion and maybe find my soulmate who shares the values taught on the show.. A message that seems devoid in this world.. ( I have been kicked out and berated for my illness ). So if there is anyone who wants a new friend.. please, I am begging for exile from my hatred, pain and darkness.. I thank anyone who reads this message and hope I will hear from you all soon. - MarsMoonDancer