Hello there:
I am new around here. Before you get excited, please notify that I am not a brony or consider myself as one. I rather be and stay as "neutral" which I mean that I am a person, who is not a fan or real fan, but not hater such as anti-brony either.
I live in Finland. I love games, music, watching different competisions, Roleplaying, fantasy, scifi and reading. I am OK gamer and I have good singing and acting voice. ((not proved yet, since I haven't technically ever show my skills yet.))
Eventhough I have heard about bronies and their herd and that stuff of "accepting anyone as who they are" which I still do not believe though, since when I watched that "brony document" from netflix, I really notified when there was mentioned about "asperger person" being just like Twilight Sparkle in this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wla0YxyMoMQ. Which I found EXTREMELY offensive at least against me, because I am asperger person myself and I dislike those, who are refering asperger to crazyness. Because they are both WAY different things.
I usually keep my opinions inside of me. I am also very straight talker, which means I say mostly things straight.
I have ADHD, Asperger Sydrome and Outlining Disorder.
I never buy anykind of pony stuff. I am shy and I am lokced into feeling, which is mostly like: "I am only brony in this universe" plus with depression thought of that I am not being able to do anything. I have also saw that I get EXTREMELY jealous towards other bronies who have made something such as music, video or picture. Possibly because it gives me the feeling of that he/she gets A LOT better along with bronies and those socialitys unlike me. Its also a feeling that is locked inside to me.
Mostly nowdays: I am pretty calm and control, concentratring to solve my life problems and stuff. Which extremely includes self-survival things, such as making food, which are pretty hard for me.
I am not brony or anti-brony, because I want to keep distance both of them. Bronies because of my mental problems, such as jealousness and other negative thoughts. Anti-bronies, because I dislike MOST of their opinions and thoughts of bronies.
I haven't been any BronyComs or meetings yet. I consider POSSIBLY visiting at one someday, because I am still curious of other bronies creativeness, eventhough I am social shy and own many social problems, such as being closed, silent and avoiding other peoples. ((This does not include internet, since I cannot see anyone of you or hear yours voices.))
I own grammar and typing mistakes, because English is not my number 1 language.
Feel free to contact to me.
