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  1. Crystal Sparkle
    For everyone who's alone at night like me, I'll drink to that!
     
    To all the girls who just goes on everyday in life like me, I'll drink to that!
     
    For all the MLP-loving guys who just want to be appreciated in life, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Evilshy just being his lovely, evil-self, I'll drink to that!
     
    For Lady Rarity Pony, who proves to us that sludge ponies can be classy too, I'll drink to that!
     
    For Storm Spark giving me unconditional love daily, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Arylett Dawnsborough for brightening my day, every day with her jen ne se qoui, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Sam, for always fighting with me for the love of my beloved Twilight, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Kyronea to who I felt was one of my first friends here, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Krystal, for sharing the same name as me, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Feld0, for creating this awesome place, where I can be free to be myself, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Zoop and Swoop for being pretty cool Admins, I'll drink to that!
     
    To ~Chaotic Discord~ for being his crazy self, I'll drink to that!
     
    To PeachPalette for her talent and beauty, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Crazy Misty, wherever the heck he may be, for always having fun with me, I'll drink to that!
     
    For Brokenheartedandinlove, another crazy pervy bi, like myself, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Scootacool, for just being cool, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Viscara the Spiral, for always giving me loving and caring advice, I'll drink to that!
     
    To akimBrony for being a man who loves ponies and guns, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Doctor WhoovesTM, for being my whimsical match, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Chantilly Angel, for her sweet nature and great skills, I'll drink to that!
     
    To Shankveld for being a fellow diva like moi, I'll drink to that!
    To Devin McCortney for having an unforgettable, sig, I'lll drink to that!
     
    Wow...I'm really drunk now!!!
  2. Crystal Sparkle
    It's been a while since I've been on the forums. I've checked out other forums, and I realize there no place like this one. I miss all of the friends I had, the crazy things we did on here, and all while sharing our love for MLP. I miss the beloved Mods and Admins, even though they barely knew I existed. The other forum I was at t was constant drama, and bitching everywhere you turn. They had a severe lack of love and tolerance (never thought I'd actually say that phrase.) and well it made me think of you guys. I've been thinking maybe it's time I came back, but I know I have a looooooooot of things to catch up on.
     
    So get ready to see my signature pink Comic Sans MS font again, because it just might happen.
     
    But I have one question:
     
    What's the latest forum gossip?
  3. Crystal Sparkle
    I can work Photoshop now!!! *claps* Yay me!!!
     
    It feels so good to finally get the hang of a program that you really want to learn, especially, if you possible major counts on you learning the system! I wanted to show some of the creations I made so far, and I’m really proud that I made them myself, with no help from nobody!!!


     
    This was the first one I ever made, and this was just me using the basics that I learned in one of my Web Graphic Design classes. The background is a beautiful picture of the Potomac River during the sunset, and the text, ForeverFranconia91 is the name of my gaming Youtube Channel. I originally planned this to be my channel banner once I become a Youtube partner, but that’s… a different story for a different time!
     

     
    The next one, is what some people already saw is my current sig for the forums. Since the first one came out rather well, I decided to get my hands dirty and try my hand at making my own sig. I’m so used for asking people to do art for me I wanted to try something for myself for a change! Needless to say, I am more than happy with the result!!!
     

     
    This is another channel banner that I decided to use for my channel if I become a partner. I rather go with this one, because I feel it has more personality than the Potomac banner. Plus…I’m obsessed with Coco Bandicoot...there I said it!!
     

     
    This one isn’t really for anything. It’s just me messing around in Photoshop, and the name is another possible username I may pick if I ever log on to some other site, or whatever. I call myself, TheAlexandrianWannabe, because when I was in Alexandria, VA the other day, just shopping around, I looked like a total tourist…which I was since I live just over the bridge. It’s my goal to live there someday, because ever since I was small I always wanted to live in Virginia, either in Alexandria or somewhere in Fairfax County.
     

     
    Well that’s what I made so far, I know there are mediocre to some of the more talented banner makers, here in the forums, but I plan to get better, and I hope I can grow more as a Web Graphic Designer.
  4. Crystal Sparkle
    Well it took me forever, but I've finally created the newest OC Dunn Loring, and added her to the database. I think I did a really good job, with her design and backstory. I would have had her hair a little bid differently, I wanted it to be a little longer and wavy (not like Celetia's), but using Pony Creator, there aren't that many choices. And since everything about here is in the character database, I'll just talk about why I choose that name.
     
    Dunn Loring, is actually a name of a city in Virginia, (not where I live, btw.) More about the city here, if you're interested. And considering that it has what I said, a knight-ish feel to it, made it a lot easier for me to decide what her special talent should be.
     
    I really like my cotton candy idea, it supposed to be like her achilles heel. Like how I am about anything that is sweet.
     
    This entry was short, I'll try and add more content another time.
  5. Crystal Sparkle
    Popularity.
     
    It's something that I've been striving for many many years now. From my real life to my online life, I just want to go to anyplace where I'm the most famous person there. I hate the fact that no one knows me no matter where I go. Even here, were I'm known, but compare to the biggest names on the forums (including mods and admins). I just a nobody like !everyone else. I'm not putting anyone down, I just want someone to look me and and say "Hey I know her!"
     
    It sounds shallow, I know, but there's a reason and a story behind this: The life I coveted was the life I was on TV. Where the cool kids get worship everywhere they go, and my eyes sparked as I gazed at the screen, I wanted that so badly, mostly although I'm the oldest in my family, my two younger brothers were always more popular than me...all I was even known for was being a bratty little bitch...in some cases. People would always flock to them, when I was i home school, and all the girls were so armored by them...in fact every where I go the whole school would end up with someone special except me. You have no idea how much that hurt! Always watching everyone playing "house" while you there crying asking myself, "Why me?"
     
    So when I started public school in the 8th grade, I vowed to become the most loved person there, and I thought it'll be as easy...I was wrong as hell! Despite that I did make a mane for myself, a little...but not by much.
     
    Then came high school! *groan* This is where my despertivity showed to become known, because this was the big leagues, if I was popular here, I was set for life...but somehow the only thing I every got popular for is when people thought I was having lesbian sex with my best friend...and not in a good way!
     
    So after epic failing in getting popular in school I decided to try and get known in a place I actually had a deep love for: The World Wide Web, so every site I ever signed up for, I had high hopes, and worked hard for people there to remember my name...but never got anywhere. However, I never gave up any of that hope, and til this day, I still strive to get famous...even on here.
     
    But how can I? With TTD's wit, Feldo's awesome powers, Arylett's creativity and a her je ne sais quoi, and everyone's else's special quirks that makes them who they are today? I stand no chance. Basically I'm jealous of just about every famous user here, and I long to be among some of the greats. I want it so bad, but I know it's just a silly dream. Maybe I'm just asking for too much. Maybe I just should be happy for what I have and just accept that that's not in the cards for me. But when you want something so badly, and when you see someone else having that thing you want so badly, it's hard to let go.
     
    I don't want to be a forgetta-girl forever.
  6. Crystal Sparkle
    This is something I've personally longed for the forums to have. Any since I'm here I guess I can talk about some of the things that's been on my mind lately as far as my OCs:
     
    I'm still in creation of my newest OC, Dunn Loring, but I have no idea what her special talent should be Plus I've been struggling to make mine as original and visually appealing like some OCs on here. I'm also considering changing Clarendon's special talent. I haven't yet to find someone who can make Greenbelt's cutie mark for me. (Position is still open!!! ) I'm also having trouble creating Takoma.
     
    I guess the reason I'n having such an issue with Dunn Loring and Takoma is because I'm trying too hard to make all my OC's be on Artsy Dreamscape's level in the sense of originality. Which is one of the many reasons I'm so intrigued by Artsy, or Arylett Dawnsborough for that matter. I've read a little of her blog called Arylettopia, or something or other, (She really loves her red!) and don't get me started on her blog, here on the forums: Arkra de Memoiri, And well her ideas are a lot like mine, but somehow she was able to make her dreams an reality, where, I have no freaking clue what the first step should be. She also an amazing artist, but it's her words that really pulled me into her. I know it's sounds like I'm in love with the girl (which I am not!), but I just really admire her. And I wish I could be as original and creative as her.
     
    Wait a minute, wasn't I talking about my OCs? Anyway I was thinking of making an OC who is Artsy's biggest fan, but I'm not sure she would like that... She may be sensitive about that and I don't want to come off as a groupie or creep her out or anything. I guess you can say I'm a huge fan of ol' Arylett! I'd love to make an OC based off of her, but as uncreative as I've been I'd probably just end up making a copy of her. *groan*
     
    So that's what's going on in OC-land, an now I have to pay attention is class...
     
    Byesies!
  7. Crystal Sparkle
    How fricking hard is it to get an OC drawn around here? I've been to thread to thread trying to get some of my OCs drawn, but they are always busy with a billion other people before me, and when their done, they leave or take a break. and It's always the same people I always see first get theirs done. Then when I try to make a thread calling our to the talented artist of the forums, NO ONE RESPONDS!!!!! It's like what the hell am I supposed to do!?!?!
     
    It's times like these I wish I could draw a decent picture of a pony, instead of asking for other people to do it for me. Out of the many request I've been around asking for, I've only got just one of my ponysona, Sparkling Crystal! So I wanted to get pictures of all my other OC, but I guess I was asking for too much, because I've gotten views, but no replies. It's just so frustrating!!!
     
    I'm sorry, I had to get that out.
     
    Now on to a more positive note, I'm hoping to get a camera so I can start doing proper Let's Plays. I just need a camera that can record from the TV as I play. Does anyone know where I can get one and what kind?
     
    List of Video Games I plan on doing:
     
    Wii Play Motion
    Sonic Unleashed
    Crash Bandicoot 1-3 (I have to get the games first.)
    Crash Team Racing (Have to get the game)
    Crash Bash (Have to get the game)
    (Re-doing) Sonic Colors
    Crash Nitro Cart...maybe
    (Possibly, re-doing) Crash Tag Team Racing
    (Re-doing) Spyro: Year of the Dragon
    Mario and Sonic at the Winter Olympic Games
    Mario and Sonic at the London 2012 Olympic Games
    Dance Dance Revolution: Hottest Party 3
    The Sims 3...maybe
    Sonic Heroes
     
    Well that's all at the moment, I feel better now!
  8. Crystal Sparkle
    So my brother has been in Morgan State University for two weeks, and he's coming over for the Labor Day Weekend. I really miss him and I can't wait to hear how his first two weeks of college life was. (Which is the life I coveted for soooo long!) I wondered of he met any new friends? Is he doing well in his classes? Oh God forbid, does he have a girlfriend? I know what you're thinking? "A Girlfriend in two weeks?" Well my brother isn't an ugly guy. I wouldn't be surprised if he's beating them off with a stick.
     
    The think about this, my brother and I have never really gotten along all that well. We were always do different from each other, and we always just did our own thing. My youngest brother however, gets on me harder (not to mention I'm scared to death of him!), and yet we're somehow closer than me and my college-brother. The last weeks before he left, I tried to get closer to him, but he was just his typical self. He actually seemed more interested in his buddies than he do us. I never trusted them, because they were the same assholes that attended the high school I went to, and I HATED that school!
     
    He learned the hard way that his "friends" were never his friends. I learned that lesson and my mom learned that lesson. But he's with more mature kids now, and his roommate is mature, so I know he's in good hands.
     
    I am worried about when he goes back. I just hope he doesn't fall into the cons of college life. Like I would know, right? I wondered how it feels to live away from the place you were raised in for so many years? Doesn't he got homesick? Does he want to come back? Does he miss us at all?
     
    When I found out he was accepted to Morgan, I'll admit I was jealous, because once again, he was living the life I've always wanted. He's going away to college, where I have to stay at home to get mine, because I was to scared to apply to an away college, because my grades weren't the best in high school. I was afraid they'd reject me. I'd knew they'd reject me. It's been that way for many years and I'm just so goddamn sick of it!
     
    With my brother going away to school, it made me think about what the hell I'm doing with my life? I'm in my 20s still living with my mother. I just feel like I should be doing more with my life. Do you know I've never had a job in my life? I've applied to many jobs, and only gotten two interviews. I was really hoping I'd get he last one I went to. My mom says that my jobs is to finish college, and I plan to, but other than busting my ass in school, what am I doing? Babysitting for our dog?
     
    I know I sound ungrateful, but I know that my brother is going to be more successful than me, and it bothers me a little. Because I've always felt that I should be the success of the family. He's dome a lot more than me. He's went to prom and I didn't. He went far away form home with out mom and I didn't He got a freaking laptop and I didn't. He has many more friends. He's basically the good child in the family and I'm the demon child, because all I've ever causes was distress in the family with my "drama" as my mother would say.
     
    I know they love me, but how could they? with all the crap I cause in their lives. I hate myself for putting them through that for many years. I've tried to stop, but it's so hard. No wonder my bother left. He probably wanted to get away from the drama. My Younger brother and I don't talk like we used to, it really hurts. But they see I'm trying to change and things are a little better. However, I still think they could do a lot better with out me there. I'm just too different from the three of them.
     
    My brother being away has made me think about a lot of things, it made me wondered why on earth God made me the oldest, when obviously I'm not cut out for the job?
  9. Crystal Sparkle
    It's poetry time muthabucka! I've lost touch with poetry, and this is the first time I ever put them on the internet...I'm kinda nervous...
     

    Freezer Burn



    By Me


     
     
     
    Loving you turned my heart cold.
    Ice water is running through my veins.
    It only warms with anger,
    And only softens with pain.
    Loving you turned my soul brittle
    That I turn my back on everyone.
    You caused nothing but anguish
    In this foolish love.
    Loving you turned my mind bitter,
    Cruel, heartless, and foul.
    In you presence I seem fine,
    But my mind howls
    At you, at me,
    At the mess I created
    How could someone I love
    Be someone I’m hating
    Loving you darkened my spirit.
    I am such a fool.
    To waste several months of my life
    Getting freezer burned by you.
  10. Crystal Sparkle
    I' thought it'll be cool if I decided to just share some of the songs I wrote in high: school. This was about a boy I was crazy over during my juinor year.
     
     

    When Will I See You Again


     

    By Crystal Sparkle


     
    Chorus:
     
    When will I see you again, again?
     
    When will I see you again? 2x
     
     
    1st verse:
     
    It’s been two days, too long
     
    The suffering too strong
     
    I don’t think I can carry on
     
    Another day without you
     
    I think I’ll lose my mind
     
    Without you by my side
     
    Nothing will ever go right
     
    Without you, so I ask you
     
     
    Chorus
     
     
     
    2nd verse:
     
    I cry myself to sleep at night
     
    Wish you were here to hold me tight
     
    I wish you could see how I’m going crazy without you.
     
    I think I’ll go insane
     
    Listening to the pouring rain
     
    You’re always flowing through my brain
     
    I need you, So I ask you
     
     
    Chorus 2x
     
    Vamp:
     
    What I wouldn’t do to see you again
     
    What I wouldn’t do to make this suffering end
     
    When will you come back so we can begin again?
     
     
    Chorus 4x
  11. Crystal Sparkle
    All of my OCs are goddesses in my mind of their talent that they posses or their passions that they embrace, I'll talk about one that I have unconditional love for, Clarendon:
     
    Although Clarendon's hairstyle is alot like Trixie's, she's is known to have wear a ton of hair styles. Considering she's a hairstylist and all. Her hair is silky smooth to the touch that you can sleep on it, if you wanted to. and her buttercream mane and fur is visually appealing to the foal's eye. And she speaks in a beautiful Italian accent that'll makes any hears melt. Clarendon didn't discover her love until she was a young filly, when she used to play with her pony dolls. and give them beautiful hair styles and looks. She wanted to parents to realized that she wanted to a famous hairdresser, that she wanted to give Equestia beautiful styles of long flowing hair (or mane) But they never listened and yelled her because of it, and just spend time to herself crying she was brushing her dolls mane. She spend hours on end brushing her dolls as if it soothed her soul. She also discovered that her comb could be used as a weapon, which she often used... against herself.
     
    When her parents sent her away to Celestia's School of Gifted Unicorns, while she was learnig to practice her magic for her parents, she also secretly learned to use her unicorn powers to help her create her hair masterpieces. She then met, Sparkling Crystal who told her to just follow her dream and stop making everyone else happy. At first she was afraid, knowing how her parents would react, but she later learned that she was
     
    After many years, and after she graduated, Clarendon decided to leave the school and practice her craft, and hopefully be able to open a shop of her own. As the felt the school. looking back with the wind her her hair, she vowed to make a name for herself, the way she wanted to. She hopes to find love someday, and have kids, and do their mane just the way she used to do her dolls. But only time will tell.
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