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  1. marlyly
    Okay first of all thank you for reading those words
     
    I also need to make it clear, I tried to find the answer on google, I tried several ways like enable press and hold or disabling tablet PC input service and the problem is still here.
     
    My tablet is a Bamboo Wacom pen & touch and I unfortunately have windows 8. My computer is a ASUS republic of gamer G75V.
     
    When I try to draw with paint tool sai I have some weird lag, the first two centimeters I move give nothing but the circle of the cursor staying where I first press (with a lil dot of the size and color of the tool I chose, the arrow part of the cursor is still following the move) and after I move a few a straight line appear between the "beginning" and where my cursor is regardless of the form I tried to draw.
     
    Weird thing, if I press, and press again right away, I don't have problem with the second one.
     
    I call it a lag because I had some with my old computer and it's closely the same, but it really looks like a problem with sai or windows 8 more than a lag, my new computer is just an atomic bomb and there's no way he can't run sai properly.
     
    Now I'm going to leave my country tomorrow, bringing my tablet and computer with me, and I hope I'll get an answer as soon as possible.
     
    I'm going to send a call for help to pretty much everyone I know, it's kinda selfish to do so but I'm sorry I tried everything I could do by myself and it's making me sick not being able to draw again.
     
    Thank you again for your attention, and I hope for your help.
  2. marlyly

    Bubble weeding

    By marlyly,

    I was at a weeding yesterday and, instead of throwing rice for good luck as we usually do, we made bubbles.
    I spent the rest of the day thinking about Derpy.
  3. marlyly
    I'm often in a rush, always trying to do everything on time but always with little time and too much to do.
    And I love it.
    I love to have something really important that needs to be done before tomorrow night, and finally wait to only do it tomorrow morning.
    Don't worried, that not makes me a guy you can't count on, when something is crucial I can give everything so it can be done on time and in the best way I can. If a friend ask me something I can't even think about making him wait, when there's work to be done something asked by a superior, it's the same I'll do anything to satisfy him on time.
    But when something is in my agenda but isn't as important as those case, it just make me laugh. Laugh at first when I decide not to do it and call myself crazy, and then laugh again when I still manage to do it.
    But now I feel empty.
    I had a few important things that had to be done, and they are now. I'm on holidays for 2 weeks. And, for the first time since 3 years, I feel like I've got plenty of time but barely nothing to do.
    Of course I have things to do, but they are small personal tasks, they aren't "strong" enough to make me want to delay them, and I don't have task "strong" enough so I can delay them for the small ones.
    It might seems kinda illogical, but that's how I work. To me it totally make sense, and I also know that in one day or two I'll think in a total different way and those think will not affect me anymore.
    But right now I really feel empty, and the only thing I can't explain is why I'm writing about it, and why does it somehow makes me feel a lil better right now as I type the last letter.
  4. marlyly
    Okay, now I can use my hand pretty much as before.
    But I'm suffering from some extreme tiredness.
     
    My doc explained me that it's due to a lack of blood, I lost a lot with my hand, and the accident happened a few days after that I had already gave my blood ( in France you give your blood to hospitals for free, kinda like charities).
     
    I can still draw, play games, work, but I cant stay more than half a day active.
     
    Moral: being injured suck.
  5. marlyly

    The first one

    By marlyly,

    This is a post, the first post, to say that this post, the first post, will be the first one (post) of other posts that will come after this one (the first post). So there is no real purpose on this first post, only to say that this post, the first one, won’t be the last post. Which mean that they will be other post coming after this one, which won’t be the first post because it will be before them (the first post).
     
    Yeah, that’s a stupid introduction, but don’t expect me to begin with something intelligent.
    I don’t know why you guys mage blog entries, but since I really love this blog and want to share more and more with its wonderful community (yeah I’m talking about you right now), I think I’m gonna give a lil bit of me so you’ll know more about me.
     
    Yes that’s might looks like a way to show but it’s not, there’s sometime things that happen, but that don’t fit in the forum (too “little” to really discuss about it, doesn’t really fit in any topics) and I’ll post them here.
     
    If there’s someone reading I hope you guys will enjoy.
  6. marlyly
    I'm not really into the journal entry stuffs, mainly because I don't speak (or write) for nothing and when I do it always involve pointless and irrelevant stuffs.
     
    ZUUL MOTHERFUCKER ZUUL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
    See ? Stupid and random stuffs. Now imagine me yelling it in a skype convo or in the middle of the street.
    Even if the "ZUUL" yelling is an exception, shouting that as you charge someone with a tank in left 4 dead is satisfying as hell.
    So what to do went I want to make an entry, but have nothing to speak about. Well writing about hte fact that I've got nothing to write of course.
     
    HEAR ME LORD CTHULHU !
     
    Yeah I'm pretty tired today I'm not gonna hold me back.
     
    PLUTON ISN'T A PLANET ANYMORE !
     
    The more I write the more I realize the whole idea was stupid, but I'm still gonna post it ^^
  7. marlyly
    My head hurts.
    I lil recent event made me think about a few things I made, something I usually never do, I always move forward and here I ended up looking behind.
     
    A "friend" of mine has his video featured in EqD (I only write friend like that because I don't know him that much, but every bronies are my friends anyway ).
    I don't know for you but to me EqD means a lot, and that's what I told him, that I was happy for him and that I hopped that he was happy and also proud.
     
    That makes me realize because I don't go to EqD anymore. Before, when I began to draw, being featured in EqD was my dream, I even did technically with a participation to an old contest, I'm sure no one noticed me but I was there.
     
    I really remember it well, all the ideas poping in my head, I wanted to make a "ask" tumblr based on an OC, I didn't wanted to be recognized as a good artist (that I knew I wasn't) but just being appreciated for something that was coming for me.
     
    How I ended up drawing nsfw stuffs (and hopefully only posting a few) and forgeting about my dream, this I can't remember. And if it wasn't for this day that brought me in EqD again I wouldn't be trying to, in fact I wouldn't even care and things could have continued the way they were, me drawing and eventually posting, and eventually getting some feedback.
     
    But now, not even I looked at what I wanted before, but I'm also wondering what I'm gonna do next. I feel like I'm mutating I don't use to wonder what direction I'll give to my life (except for studies of course, not like I have the choice) and now I'm wondering.
     
    Should things stay the way they are, bringing me some smile from time to time.
     
    Or should I try harder to achieve a meaningless dream that I goddamn know I don't have the talent for it.
     
    In fact why am I even posting this ? And why am I hopping that someone's gonna answer ? A few weeks ago I would have found this ridiculous if not stupid but now I feel okay with that and even need it.
     
    I really don't know what's happening to me those days.
  8. marlyly
    I dont consider myself as someone very social. Sure I know how to adapt myself to the people arround if needed ( which mean for work), but I allways prefer being kinda crazy, even if it means I'm not loved by everyone.
    I respect peoples way to be and I try to avoid bothering them with my personality. In return I expect the same, even if I find it way more funny when peoples try to find any logic in my ways.
    Conclusion: I'm a socially ackward guy, not the one everyone avoid, but not the one everyone want to hang out with.
     
    I only say that to highlight how important this forum was, and is, for me. You see I'm also associal on the net, I hate facebook, dont see the point of twitter, and I usualy post on forum for mmo guilds and never stay too long with them.
     
    MLP forum was the exception. I think I allready told about it in one post and I hate repeating myself so to make it short I consider this forum as the finestof the brony comunity, which is allready the finest on the internet.
     
    So why did I spend so much time without posting or even conecting ?
    Well.
    Because I first I needed to be "dead" for a while, like why I stoped watching mlp after the royal weeding ( it was soo awesome, I couldn't watch one more pony without riscking a heart explosive attack), then I was busy with work, and I came to the peroid when I was like "I'll come back tomorrow...and tomorrow... and tomorrow".
    The only thing I needed was some free time, free of work, drawing, and video games. And right now, after being accidentaly stabbed in the hand by my bff while kitchening (by the way I'm tiping this with only one hand, you're welcome) I'v got plenty of time.
     
    So here I am, I dont think I'll be super active, now I have the time but not really the hands for that, and when my hand will be back I'll be busy again. To be fair I'v never been super active and I think pretty much noone knows me, but I'm back and I want to post about it ^^
  9. marlyly

    Cold day and hot chick.

    By marlyly,

    I had so much things planned for today.
     
    Post on MLP forum (best way to begin a week-end).
    Finally write a proper presentation for my DA account.
    Go outside and make a snow angel.
    Draw one or two cards of my MLP tarot.
    Read the “Fables de La Fontaine”.
    Do my home works during the spare time.
    Try to communicate with the great Cthulhu (that’s how I call taking a nap).
    Rush the thieves’ guild on Skyrim.
    SNOW FIGHT !!!!!!
    MORE SNOW FIGHT !!!!!!
    SLED !!!!!
    EVEN MORE SNOW FIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!
     
    How the day really began.
    I answered to this post: http://mlpforums.com/topic/46347-can-someone-humanize-my-oc/#entry1095777
     
    What I finally did:
    Turned a pony into a hot chick while hearing some of Bayoneta’s OST.
    Helped a friend beating a dark souls boss.
     
    And you know what? As long as I helped I’m happy.
     
    Thing I learned today:
    Nothing is heavier than a secret, women can hardly keep it, and I know for this a lot of men that are womens.
  10. marlyly

    Cold day and hot chick.

    By marlyly,

    I had so much things planned for today.
     
    Post on MLP forum (best way to begin a week-end).
    Finally write a proper presentation for my DA account.
    Go outside and make a snow angel.
    Draw one or two cards of my MLP tarot.
    Read the “Fables de La Fontaine”.
    Do my home works during the spare time.
    Try to communicate with the great Cthulhu (that’s how I call taking a nap).
    Rush the thieves’ guild on Skyrim.
    SNOW FIGHT !!!!!!
    MORE SNOW FIGHT !!!!!!
    SLED !!!!!
    EVEN MORE SNOW FIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!
     
    How the day really began.
    I answered to this post: http://mlpforums.com/topic/46347-can-someone-humanize-my-oc/#entry1095777
     
    What I finally did:
    Turned a pony into a hot chick while hearing some of Bayoneta’s OST.
    Helped a friend beating a dark souls boss.
     
    And you know what? As long as I helped I’m happy.
     
    Thing I learned today:
    Nothing is heavier than a secret, women can hardly keep it, and I know for this a lot of men that are womens.
  11. marlyly
    I was at school. Bored.
    One of my friends was sitting near from me. Very bored.
    The teacher wasn't interesting at all. Very very very bored. :mellow:
    All exercises were already done, nothing to do. OMIGAD sooooooooooooo bored. <_<
    So I drew a joker to cheer us up.
     
    Don’t try to find logic in this, I never use it.
     
    When I came back home: SURPRISE!
    Two post on my first topic, a topic with practically nothing inside except the fact that it’s the first one.
    I really love this community, even if there’s nothing to say, they’ll say it anyway (kinda like some mad boy who draw jokers during class for no particular reasons).
     
    So before to write this little story I decided to play some Skyrim to pawn some dragons (even if they technically aren’t dragons, I’m sorry but they are wyverns).
    I was gonna pown Aldwin for the first time (I mean the first time you face him) only to see that he was invincible and could destroy my heavy armor vampire OP character in only two attacks. I had to try it four times, and reload the previous scene, so the glitch wont occurred.
    I’m sooooo gonna destroy him next time.
     
    Thing I learned today: first one being in a threesome, last one being married.
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