Vera Veil

Ugh, I feel strange, I feel like I'm losing control but at the same time, like I'm gonna power through the ..... For lack of a better word, situation, that I'm in ..... I really don't know what to do, or how .... I hope it's not too late

wow, been a LONG time since I did one of these? how is everyone? as for me? a lot has changed, especially in my head and im just not sure anymore

Sigh, these last few weeks have been depressive, and that's an understatement ..... I kno when something is bad, but this? Beyond bad ....... I just wanna hide in a shell, maybe it's the perfect place for me, I seem to live it in my mind as is :/

oh, sorry, alittle context would be nice, huh? Well as I said earlier, last few weeks have been depressive, I've had to deal with so much and I'm on the point of breaking, that's y I'm back, maybe I can find ............ Something, anything .... To free me of this ..... My bday, on the 9th? Had all these plans, and what did I do? None of em ... Slept all day, was awake for 4 hours, before falling asleep all night ;-; no need to say the 3 words, they will fall on deaf ears at this point, and .... Idk

damnit coz I broke my ipad screen, it means ill be semi out of action for a few weeks while I build my savings up and get more and more jobs to pay my bills .... -_-

Ok everyone, I would just like to say I'm Officially back, but by Officially Back, I mean I'll be on when I get the chance as I work almost everyday and in my days off I'm busy cleaning or resting or chilling on Xbox or PC .... If u wanna hit me up on Xbox 1, my gt is Chill On My D, so don't be stranger, I won't bite, but I do have a mic, so be wary of that .... Um, I will be on from time to time depending on when I can get on ..... For now thou, enjoy this adorable Fluttershee

Hey guys, look at what that cat dragged in ...... That's rite, a dead user .... Anyways, I'm not officially coming back, no, but I will say this ... I now have an old iPad working in really good condition so I will be back, very soon too, but not now as I am currently overseas in Fiji on holidays .... I wish for my return to be fun, happy and full of friendly faces that I have known to like over here on mlpf and I can't wait ..... I will see u guys soon, real soon

what do I do now? do I hide, do I stay, do I work my way up the system, or do I be a self made man? plz help?

after a long, hard week, 12 hour days, including on the 40C day (oh hell yes, I worked in 40C heat ... or a 104F of those people who use Fahrenheit instead of Celsius) in absolutely NO shade ... all day stop/slow ... stopping traffic and releasing it when given an all clear .... I'm not thinking about the money next week ... I'm thinking about the time off I will have oh, and this beer I'm having

hmmmm, is it me, or is there a serious lack of hamburgers here? meh, I just had beer battered chips and now I feel like the pones after eating AJ's cupcakes ... last thing I need is a burger 

I'm in a reasonable mood, put some money into a claw machine a few days ago, and won these 2 ...

and earlier today, I put my dashie dog tag around dashie ... she looks so cute