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I’m lean more towards theistic ideals but actually I would definitely mind if that person is either a Christian who studies the Bible and/or a part of Jehovah witness. They’re pretty fixated on their own beliefs that they couldn’t care less about relationships. I hate to generalize, but the ones I met so far.. (not in a dating terms) I didn’t have any pleasant experiences with them as most are very pesky. I don’t mind anyone with a religious background in general, but I won’t attend any religious gatherings so I would appreciate it if they don’t force me. My mom would be the one and only and the last woman I go to church for willingly.

I feel so very happy and proud of myself that I finally was able to fit into this coat! My mom got this for me long time ago but it was too tight, but since I have been going to the gym for the past 3 years, I finally be able to wear it now!!!

I bought a book, lucky to find it since it’s last one and I definitely do not want to spent $45 on Amazon for it. I bought A&A Zombie and the 1938 coin while back, but these two finally came in the mail. Idk where to place the coin so I just put it next to my WW2 compass from Scotland.

Master of the Air. I caught up and so far I’m loving it. It’s very grounded and not glorified propaganda war entertainment. Respectfully based on true events. I really do love the visuals effects (the main key point) The plots is well paced so far and I believe this will be on my list of favorite for war shows/movies list. Austin Butler, is so damn fiiiine, like everything he does and said really. . Sorry i can’t help it but to romanticizing the show a bit, he just so damn dreamy.

Anything with a written standard test.. I hate anything that relates to academics.

Sticking to my answer still, I’m rather spend my money that will give a good impression on myself and making it worthwhile. I would never ever take my date on a fast food or anywhere cheap. Because I hell wouldn’t like it either if my date is being cheap on our first date. I’m not millionaires but just a middle classman. So I technically don’t like making excuse like “oh I’m too broke to even afford being decent to my date”. First date, first day, better make it worth it like it’s one of a million days of your lifetime.

Welp, two episodes finale tonight.. not sure how they’re gonna do it without rushing it to the end but I hope it’s good. Im a disappointment that it has to end season 1 so fast after having to wait for years for it. But! I definitely won’t be missing all that obsessive and obnoxious cringe twitter HH post spamming my feed.

I usually do watercolor painting style of scenery, write stories or read a good book to help me relive stress. But my little puppy, Willy, is definitely the peak of my comfort. I love him so much, he’s everything to me. I always love coming home seeing him all happy to see me and greeting me. I love hugging him because it helps relieve stress after a shit day at work. Or whenever I feel emotional drain, I’d hug him and it helps a lot.

Feeling unusually good today. One of my coworkers, asked me if I want to hang out and eat out with her, along with another coworker with us. That actually made me so happy because gosh, I haven’t have anyone or bother to ask me if I want to hang out with them just for the hell of it… since.. how long has it been? Since 10 years? So yeah that actually made my day a lot better. When she asked I was like “of course I would love to!!”

My boss called today and I’m needed for the late shift…. Again but… at least she didn’t called to cancel my shift but still I’m so tired of doing the late shift for the past three weeks. I’m just gonna drop random rants here but I hate both of my job so much and I can’t wait to leave when I get the chance to. Also, I’m feeling quite unmotivated with everything.. but it just a phase so it will pass.

I don’t know about you guys but these two fortunes are too accurately aligned.

Elvis (2022). I actually enjoyed this movie a lot, the transition and pacing was spot-one when aligning with the songs from Elvis into storytelling. I already know about his personal life and career beforehand, but witnessing on a screen and did a little more reading into it, I did not realize how depressing it was for Elvis. I give this movie 10/10. I literally felt the passion through the foundation of rock music originated from the blues and jazz. Elvis as an artist alone, damn. Literally I cried till the end and afterwards. I remember college years was my most hellish experiences that I have to put with up. Because it was when I got the first taste of feeling isolated and depression. I needed a music that can give me both a rebellious and anguish aesthetic feels. So I decided to listen to Elvis. When I started listening to him, his songs literally pulled me out from this college hell as I got absorbed by his voice. I didn’t know anything about his background as much when I listened to it. But I definitely can hear the emotions, the sadness, and loneliness from his voice when I listened to it. That voice and his songs, connects the every emotion I had, since his songs was there at my lowest and my loneliness time during my college life. I would listen to Elvis everyday at that time and still do. So watching this yes, it really hits me hard. Elvis will always be appreciated and remembered as long as I live and as long I listen to his songs because his songs had got me through hardship and loneliness. Elvis was the artist that got me into blues, swing and jazz. Which was the discovery of my aesthetic as in today. This just really hits me emotionally.

As long I don’t see them getting a redemption arc and be killed instead, I would be satisfied.

“Careful” she’s right though

Aghhh.. my mind has been aloft lately..that I realized that I completely messed up the sales from yesterday.. so hopefully my boss didn’t catch it. Since hell, I do not want to deal with her, as well the whole company shenanigans with it.

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