KiraTakahashi

I can't remember last night's but the feeling I get from it makes me kinda sad. The last dream I remember is from a few days ago.

I am in a neighborhood that I've never been to. I see this old man with a white beard messing with his pourch (he's one floor up), drilling a hole into the wall. I hear him say damn this pourch. Then I see him put a rifle through said hole and aim down. All of a sudden it's first person view and I'm the guy. I'm aiming at the ground then I see a little kid with a red shirt and aim at him. I shoot. You see the kid fall to the ground and blood pooling around him.

The other kids around him kinda freak out. All of a sudden I'm back to being on the ground in my own body. I see the kid laying there..and the old man is no where in sight. I then decide to go into the man's house. I break his door and look for him. But instead of finding him I find a very dusty house that looks like no one's been here for years. I go upstairs and the guys not here. I go into a room and see old pokemon stuff. I take one of those gold card pokeball and leave.

When I get outside the kids body is gone and the pool of blood is dried up and old. I walk across the street and sit down on some steps where this older chick is. She asks what I've got. So I open the pokeball to show her..only for it to be empty. When I close it I look at the top of the ball. There's a burn mark that's bulging out. I break it and find the gold charizard card.

Then I wake up.

I feel a tiny bit dead inside..and it's over something stupid. Found a new game to play..and I got too invested to a character. The end of the game gives me two choices. Kill the character I like and save the town..or kill everyone I know and save that character.

Well the past three days I've been playing life is strange. I finally beat it last night..and feel so hollow now.

You could always ink it. Would still look really nice. Could even look just fine black and white.

X-files, serial killer cases, pokemon, minecraft, frozen, dexter, game of thrones, and really fuzzy things.

Aww how adorable! *brohoof*

Right now I just have a paw print on my arm. But I wanna get a character from Tokyo ghoul..the mask maker Uta. He's adorable. Something like this:

http://hini-parlous.deviantart.com/art/Tokyo-Ghoul-Chibi-Uta-474079467

Cleaning the apartment since it was getting on my nerves.

I'm thinking I really don't want to work tomorrow.

Crabcake..and I absolutely regret it.

Annoyed. Every time I eat I feel sick..but I'm not sick.

I guess the first time I was truly scared is when I first experienced sleep paralysis..I heard a woman screaming, was finding it hard to breathe since my face was in the pillow at an odd angle and I couldn't move. Still happens every now and then but only when I'm exhausted.

Pecan pie but that'll probably change soon

I don't see a huge problem so why not? Unless I'm in that don't touch me mood.

So I've had people say I'm pinkie at times so I guess I'll count that one. As for the others I'm also part rainbow dash and sometimes apple jack.

Pinkie- I can be overly happy or excited about things. And I at times like making new friends. Or cheering people up.

Rainbow- it's her don't like to loose attitude I have.

Apple- I can be a hard worker and at times work too hard.

Most of the time no. But it's cause short very curly hair is hard to manage.

I can't stand mint. Just the smell of it makes me want to vomit. And I'm just so lucky to experience it at work now since the bathroom always reeks of it.

Venom energy drink. Cause well why not?

I'm feeling annoyed but amused. I have no water..again. two weeks ago I had no water due to a pipe bursting. Then all last week up until last night no hot water. Back to having no water because the maintenance people are fixing something but decided to not give us any notice.

I'm thinking that I need to make a check list of stuff I need to do today and for the rest of the week. Well minus tomorrow since I close and I'll be too tired to do anything.

Also I'm thinking of what I could sell on ebay so I could possibly buy my gf the switch with zelda game since I know I won't be able to afford it with my checks.

Right now I'm working to make enough money to pay for rent split between my gf and I. I'm also applying for better jobs. I'm hoping to keep paying rent mainly so my gf and I can help her mom get out of debt. She will be living with us (we invited her) rent free for a few months to a year so she can pay off her debt.

Now I'd I get the job I'm applying for I will be taking over rent fully for a few months and letting my gf pay for just the car and food while her mom still lives rent free. At the same time if my gf gets promoted like we are hoping we will be able to do all the above and start sending her dad and my mom money to help them as well.

Basically we will be working to survive and give back to our parents. That is my plan for the year.

Also once I get in the new apartment I will be using the gym on site so I can become more fit. And by the middle to end of this year I will be on 0 nicotine. Currently on 4 right now and handling it just fine.

I also plan to set aside money to buy fruit containers and fruit when on sale and make custom fruit trays for my gfs mom to bring to work (help save her money on store bought) and for myself since I love em .

I'd wish to have the power to take peeps pain away even if it's just anxiety.

Cereal, spaghetti, sandwich, soup, bacon lol.

Cereal, spaghetti, sandwich, soup, bacon lol.

Ranch wings. Never had em until I worked at walmart..Now I love em.

Well the fact I've been slowing quitting smoking maybe not that? Though still a possibly chance. Obesity? I'm actually afraid of getting fat. I know my self esteem is already low but obesity would throw me off the edge. So I guess neither?