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"A tyranny of ignorance
Shattered all our pride
A curse that is still present
While the swords are laid asideThe masses cheer and gather
As the false prophets speak
Of a new order, a new way
To all those who changes seekHave they learned nothing
From our country's history?
Why don't they understand
That they won't be freeIf they summon demons
Who will bring them misery
Are they marching into war
Or are they just too blind to see?Never again shall we be ruled
By the demons of our past
Never again shall we be conquered
By the shadows that still last" -
"Well, no yay. What have we got here, a yaying bookworm, Private Twilight! I admire your aspiration. Hell, I like you. You can come over to my house and read my diary. "
Best quote for calm my nerd friend.
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The more I'm reading about people who trying to make my behavior match to modern normals, the more I feel real hatred. Many of people, even on this forum, are trying to teach me respect other people, even if I'm already respect them by default. But, they want it in their way. It's needed to be a blured gray spot, that never talks against.
Just interesting food for thought: You making people to be against, with your amateurish approach to the situation. People may be friendly to you, until you start forcing them to change their view.
For today, the world is in crisis, society obsessed by strange ideas of... not equality in rights, but, but tendency to make other people with a different view be afraid to be judged by society, or by the law.
There are rumors that Russia is the last stand of sober mind (ironic, isn't it?). Soviet cultural ruins still keeps the people from mistakes of strife. It's not political post, just my feelings. Because I'm a gray pegasus, who escaped from home, because that home wanted to change me in the way I don't like. And my new home gave me the opportunity to be true to myself. It keeps me obedient, but still allows me to speak. Allows me to be honest. And not trying to make me smile and talk that it's all good.
The main idea of my speech... Try to be honest. Even if other people will call you with bad words. Brands is temporary, but honest heart is difficult to safe.
They called me a lot of types -phobic, a natsee fanboy, the Kremlin-gremlin, a traitor, and other. But I'm still here, standing with proud. Like true stallion's way.
This fandom united us with the idea of kindness and understanding, not lies and false smiles.
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Best cure when depression attacks.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YmSC6hIRHJo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7Xwu6sr3Po
16+. Aggrotech.
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Repairing power tools isn't easy, but...
Will am I be shocked or not be? Ineteresting question. If I'll die, write on my grave: "Domestic problems killed him even before his marriage to a screwed zebra."
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"Mit stolz entflammtem Herzen
erobern wir die Welt
Lassen wir die Puppen tanzen
Wie es uns gefallt"(With a burning, proud hearts
We conquer the world
And make the puppets dance
The way we want)(Nachtmahr - Unbeugsam)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TEtBbr5vPHM
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I wrote another thoughts but then I deleted them because I don't want to be banned here again because of another politized angry v.
There was I few sad words about me, MLP fandom and lies that I met on the my way as a brony.
(It eems like new administration is more... adequate... but anyway... You know...)
This song can say it all better:
"Mу dedication for the cause
And the wishes I’ve withdrawn
Blessed me with nothing but the blame
For friendships lost and virtues goneMу loуaltу and honestу
Held nothing but decaу
Blessed me with nothing but the blame
If we had lost our waуWhу don’t уou believe in me
Despite the battles we have won
Whу still sacrifice mуself
I have no strength to carrу onThe invidia of those surrounding
Forges doubts in what I do
And breaks the chains that уears have tied
After all that we’ve been throughWhу don’t уou believe in me
Despite the battles we have won
Whу still sacrifice mуself
I have no strength to carrу onWhу don’t уou believe in me
Despite the battles we have won
Whу still sacrifice mуself
I have no strength to carrу on"L'Ame Immortelle - Believe in me
It is sad... The fact I only can talk about this feelings here, in the place that don't want to talk about real things. The place that never liked me as truly me. Only smiling mask.
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If anyone have ideas about nice mane and tail in Maya, using the XGen, pls send me it. I spent all last night, trying to make this work.
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Cover for "cover"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxRWJASHSAo
And the immortal original
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tf8nTiP5tBw
No politics. Spirit and honor have no color.
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"I'm not against the system
But the system's against me
Captured in the standard
Without a place for me
I'm not against religion
But religion's against me
Convicted as a heathen
Because my mind is free
I'm not against alliance
But alliance's against me
Never float with the current
And clearance is the key
I'm not against politics
But politic's against me
I'm falling through the cracks
Life's hard as it can be
Me against them all
And all against me
They call me odd one out
And I don't disagree"-
Anyway, this lyrics is very close to me. Because so many 'leftists' hates me as hell. Even on this forum people said me kill myself so many times. So yes, I'm against the system that trying escape the truth.
I'm not an angry schoolboy who trying to resist, to be against parent's rule. I'm faithful believer and purposeful, directed evil.
One day this stupid ideas will fall. But today we can only talk.
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What do you know about russian national holidays? Next closest is 23 of februar. This is the Day of Motherland's Defender (or Fatherland if trying to be more correct to source). This day isn't a day of all men, but women still think that their husbands, fathers, brothers and special ones are power that keeps them safe. Never been a soldier but my special mare prepared a little gift for me. I'm not even russian! What a silly zebra... cute silly zebra. Also my sister wants to support this tradition. This archaic slavic world is so romantic... Can't believe that Western world wants to destroy it. Yeah, who we are is? Third world's dirt.
And don't say it's all okay and I'm wrong. You people can think all what you want. In global it means nothing. Exists we are or not - doesn't matter for your world. Maybe in future, slavic people and culture will be only in Witcher's universe. It scares me, that we will be forgotten. And then, nobody will say anything against bad things. I'm scared... And this fear isn't only for myself...
Sorry for ruining your "atmosphere". *sarcasm* Keep smiling. It's all okay in this life. For you.
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Recommend to listen the original song. But original is club EBM.
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"I hate my life and I hate you
I hate my wife
And her boyfriend too
I hate to hate and I hate that
I hate my life so very bad..."*gray pegasus sings*
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My Russian friend Artyom said yesterday: "The arrow doesn't turn"
The arrow doesn't turn...
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We're all living in Amerika
Amerika ist wunderbar
We're all living in Amerika
Amerika, Amerika*gray pegasus sings, but with sadness in his voice*
We're all living in Amerika,
Coca-Cola, sometimes war...